Metis NPCC

weird but i keep thinking NP doesn't exist anymore bc we've popped???? but tbh, it still doesn't feel real?? like i think i'm going through the five stages of grief rn lol BC IM STILL DENYING POP EVER HAPPENED RIGHT post pop doesn't feel like post pop i thought post pop would involve more crying but the only times ive cried in the past few days was bc of shows OK AND IN MY DEFENSE, IT WAS A TRAGIC ONE. god.  post pop was also a lot diff than what i expected??? DO U GUYS GET THIS like i didn't understand how weird it is to be a snr talking to a jnr bc it's always been me as the jnr GWGAHDYAHDUAJDIS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 LIKE ONCE IT'S YOUR TURN YOU'LL SEE WHAT I MEAN 😧😧😧😧 not that it's bad it's just weird you know lol a bit excited i'll get to see ploop and everyone else tmr but at the same time, why 💀💀💀 1.5 hrs of chem....bro......😃 GEYABDISJDKSHIS OK IM SORRY FOR COMPLAINING 😭😭😭😭😭 honestly speaking, it could have been wor...

 ya so im back,,, tdy my screentime is facing great restrictions and like my mom told me 2h screentime only when it was alr showing 1h30+min used so i was a bit.... but i did workies so ya ive been busy ig,,, i rlly wanna use my phone bc i saw smth i wanna show someone but like i shouldnt waste screentime yups if yall wanna talk idk email me or smth or the google hangouts thing ig gyah theres sch tmr and wednesday for chem purposes and idk if its gonna be enjoyable but fresh air ig getting out of the house and stuff ive been playing guitar for the past hour and a half and my fingers are wearing off plus my voice is gone now i think i will go shower again bc tdy is a hot day then ill come back to submit the work done (so sad its the last one of this kind) idk anymore what shud i do after that all the stuff i read are softcopies,,, it would be nice to videocall people and do my own stuff so if ure up for it lmk cause this is so lonely without my phone - ploop (i think yall know who i...