Metis NPCC

yeah im so tired please please get me at least 4 a's this term so i dont have to deal with the crippling failure that is my physics grade ... sigh ... anyways im watching streams again by streams i mean streams i currently have 2 streams playing at the same time but im kind of only watching one bc the other is playing resident evil and i have no horror tolerance so i will watch apex gameplay instead thumbs up lmaooo the chats just going 帅帅帅 which is basically just handsome handsome handsome idk ihukjfnvieudjgv im just rambling at this point i have no clue what to do with my life? like what does one do when theyre not outstanding in any way nor have any talent ... ?? also the elections in philippines r going on rn and its not looking good, some actor with a criminal record is in the lead + the bbm dude which according to my friends mean that this is extremely bad. i dont understand politics is there no law stopping people with ongoing criminal proceedings from running for president?...

 its okay yall arent (can ignore the next two paragraphs theyre a bit ranty) man i hate thinking so much like im not even joking thinking gives me the worst possible thoughts and i cant even sit in silence without thinking ab bad stuff i hate it sm 👍 i really js wanna go back to the second half of last year when everything was just so perfect and nice bleh,,, i was really right in term 1 when i was like this term wasnt the best but what if this is the best term of the year 😟😟😟 anyways it would be amazing if yall listed what yall do in ur free time/not study time so i can js steal some of it and not waste my time scrolling thru instagram with much terrible thoughts  man i am so scared for june bc june means free time and it means if i get bored of smth i do for fun, im gonna be free. that means im gonna have bad thoughts. ohwell ill js hope that my mood achieves stability by then (like last year i suddenly started becoming more stable from june onwards) ANYWAYS WEEWOO histo...

 HEHE I CAN GO TO SCH LATER BC I TAKE HISTORYYYYY anyways did yall notice that within a few minutes of posting theres at least 2 views,,, THIS MEANS THAT PPL LOOK FORWARD TO OUR BLOGS EHEHHEHE man this morning i looked at the mirror and loved my hair (untied) but i know that its rare for it to js be nice. so i want to cut it.  also some random person visited my house on saturday and they were like are u stressed??? u lost sm hairrrrrr LIKE DOES IT LOOK LIKE I CARE? (ok maybe i do) but what even its not even ur position to talk ab it??? and god they stayed until 11pm even tho everyone home was showing obvious signs of being tired and having work the next day sigh it was uninvited they were around the area and they were like oh can we drop by and then they stayed wayyy tooo looooong. Man. i realised i havent been signing off in the prev posts but its rlly unnecessary bc the real ones know 🔥🔥🔥 HEHE ok but really they all guess its me everytime even when i try not to reveal who...