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 HEHEHE THIS IS MY FOURTH POST TDY IM ON A ROLL thanku b.b. u almost made me shed a tear i love u so much weewoo omg i thought y'all should know this,, your Billy Bonkers name reminded me that my name on my phone is WIGGLY WOBBLES JKSHSJSH #twinzies anyways my momma said that ill have to go to bed so ig im typing on my keyoard in the dark (they dont have the lettering lights so im js hoping i tap the right keys) also yes b.b. #spreadlove so true i hugged u much tdy after soooo long and i was telling ppl i love them and ive js been v grateful a lot yesteray and tdy so i 100% agree with u!!! okok ill go try to sleep now and hopefully not wake up in the middle of the night and not be able to go back to sleep im gonna hug teddyyyyyyy byebye love u monkes

i want to go home and sleep zzzzz i don't think any exam will ever take such a toll on me like chinese does 🤺🤺🤺 BUT IT'S OVERR WOOOOOOOOOO (edit: i am home and i took a 2 hr nap IT FELT LIKE THE BEST NAP OF MY LIFE?????????!?!??? i literally had such a restful sleep i woke up forgetting who i was and everything)  not going to lie i am so excited to study during the long weekend!!!!? it's like i can study for 12 hrs straight for 5 days straight 😉😉😉😉 maybe i have issues but that's ok bc how can i wipe down the tables when i can only have tissues when i have issues 😎😎😎😎  gduwjeiwjd today was so weird ok like i came to sch at like 0734??? and everyone was gathering for assembly 👹👹👹👹👹👹👹 we had attire check GEYHAUSJAIS and my ft was like ur hair is messy and i was like ya? 🤔🤔 LODLWOKDOSKD but he let me go bc he took pity on me 🥺🥺🥺🥺 (he gave up but let's not put it that way)  eh doing myes in the hall is such an experience i swear everytime i see so...

 heh i rlly rlly rlly dont feel like studying but i shud rlly start on it  :( its js that literally everything is so tiring and idk what i actually wanna do plooooop i feel like i did rlly badly and wasted time on some questions in the math timed prac,, like i literally solved the angles thingy circle question in the LONGEST way i came to find the first angle (1 mark) after solving for three other angles ( 3 marks and 2 times 1 mark)??? anyways idw to sound so sad ukno but like there is js no motivation rn like nth rlly to look forward to,, well anyways im okay whew i think ill js do math now and if i feel like it ill blog againnnnnn then do bio :]]] i actually have to start taking care of myself or smth so i dont start hating everything in the world and feeling nauseous but hey its ok if i cant go to library and study 10h a day!!! i have to js push on and do the best i can and just make sure i dont overthink,,, the next time i overthink im gonna come to the blog or smth and w...

 hello my cat sat on my feet and started licking herself and now she suddenly fell asleep and shes not moving and my feet have the PINS AND NEEDLES thing??? HELP THIS BALL OF FLOOF WONT GO AWAY also im suddenly feeling rlly good in such a short period of time bc i distracted myself with stuff i never thought would be fun??? ok byebye ill waste more time for now i know myes are important but i need to be alive in order to do them 👍👍👍 man i miss parades SO MUCH i want parades i want them so bad

 oh well i read my post from yesterday and god i sound so weird lets ignore that yeah,,, that was js ost mental breakdown me i swear im not usually like that 👍 also i js suddenly wondered, are we allowed to blog after pop??? bc i feel like currently its the only thing holding me back from crying again i cant even believe this is a friday,, like what??? theres no parade its all js exams and bleh some weird long break that i cant even enjoy bc im gonna overthink sm and not stick to my planned schedule bc of overthinking i know it was sappy yesterday when i said i missed yall and idc tbh nobody knows who i am except yall (man that was so scary vivia came up to me and went I SAW UR POST YESTERDAY SO FUNNY like yay ppl can tell who i am from what im talking about but then also kinda mildly creepy??? its ok i love vivia 👍) i want parades again. like i get it theres stress behind what goes on but like i just miss the whole routine i should probably be studying now and not overshare on a...

 i was scrolling through pinterest when i saw this aura affirmations thing which i found so funny (hence the title) so here are some i find absolutely hilarious people can't help but fall for me i'm the embodiment if the word 'alluring' my eyes are extremely alluring and hot my beauty is seductive i am completely enamored with myself so if i suddenly text you smth like 'everything about me is irresistible' its simply because i do not like lying. anyways my friend was questioning my sanity when i started spamming her these but oh well also i want to read so many books, okay more like reread istg this always happens during exam time i have this urge to go reread red queen please help me god a few more weeks and im done weeee  god save my soul the htl paper 2 was so hard i couldnt even understand the passage so i lifted everything 😻 anyways itS OVER i do not want to talk about it. the only thing that made me not go crazy over tamil is the fact that i did amazing f...