Metis NPCC

 2sahysss                             m-00 e .mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..m.m. hi idk how that happened might have been someone trotting around the keyboard when i wasnt in the room (yes the blogger page is alw open on my laptop its a new addiction)

that describes how i feel today ya ok ik i blogged a little today alr but we shall pretend that didn't exist  i don't think i mentioned it to anyone except like 2 people but i somehow decided it would be a good choice to start watching attack on titan (aot) the day right before math paper 1 and chem paper 2 like bro what was wrong with me omg????? (i am funny) whatever anyways i am Regret rn PLS the first episode was so..........it left such an impression on me to say the least bc Man......... if you've watched it, you'd know 😭😭 i couldn't sleep lol and went to bed at 3am <3 (that's right!!!!!!! i did the papers w/ only 3 hrs of sleep woooooooo)  anwaysy yikes i just realised it is almost impossible to memorise 2 terms' worth of geog content in a day lol idk what i was thinking 😭😭😭 also my god i have to memorise 3 units worth of history content in 2 days HAJSHDJAHDIWAJDAIWAI can i or can i not do it we will have to see 😰😰 i was like BURSTING with m...

im actually reminded of stuff thats happened bfr and like i dont like it v much,,,, like bleh bloooooh i dont like it yes the reason why i dont like is also bc im very afraid this is why i hate it sm and gosh i think i have to sort it out but im just gonna be so brainless behaviour idk i say all of this and i keep making the same mistakes i am a clown. absolute clown behaviour. ill drink some water and force myself to do work and deal with this later 

 the title looks like smth billy bonkers would say but hm anyways hello buckets i saw ur alec benjamin suggestion and the first thing tha came u when i searched him is "let me down slowly" so ill be learning that,,, also ive listened to the billy bonkers suggestions as well so yups tdy was so weird gosh three papers anyways thats over and got many hugs from billy bonkers, buckets, nylon, saw the hello kitty post person much and pat ananya's head a lot so YAY  can i just say emotions are so funny like i have no idea what im feeling its js a little funny like if i read ab me as a character in a book id label the character as dumb and stupid tdy someone told me that they saw smth that said "vedha constructions" lol this is so funny to me but if i were vedha man i would be going 😡😡😡??? rn but hey im not vedha anyways i have a bit of red white and royal blue left right so i went to read but within 20 min my mom interrupted me and asked me to do smth so ig it will ...

 help m e why does everyone have so little papers left i have 8 papers left omg  anyways the day we had lit paper 1 i was asking my friends what was tested for geog because i really had no idea and they were all like ??? why are you asking this nOw?? but the great news is we can cHOOSE WHICH TOPICS WE WANT TO MEMORISE WEEEEEE im going for tourism because i have no wish to remember stuff about the sling psychometer psychrometer sychrometer??? dear god also i just want to say i hate how emath paper 1 was yesterday but emath paper 2 is next week so i cant just forget all emath because i still need to do paper 2???  i should probably go put my laptop in another room because it is really distracting dear god all i want to do is read i am currently convincing myself i love physics (which i actually do) and amath (cant say the same) so i can go revise for it  also the last time i even touched the crucible was last year and thats tested for paper 2 (coz unseen poetry and kin...