Metis NPCC

fun fact i cant decide if i wna be a yo homie/mate kinda person or hey darling/babe kinda person like i think im the latter but man the first one sounds more chill yknow wee  anyway my sleep schedule is really weird ok so yesterday i slept at like 10 then the day before it was 4am which is how i get my average of 1am i just go to the very extremes sighs today might be a late day as well cos i slept for like 12 hours i really shld use this time to study but noOOoo i am like yes lets use ur phone and scroll thru instagram for 4 hours haha!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it has been 4 days since sunday, and i have finally finished my jap exam so thats rlly poggers WOOOOOOOOO i was considering just ditching class and then submitting a withdrawal form but then i thought about how hard and how much i wrote just to study for the test, i decided against it sahdhajhdjjashdj yeah so i am still taking jap for now asjdhjkashasjdkjasdjka i managed to answer correctly in class today when i was called on so thats ...

helloos I'm back and guess what? It's a monday night and I have to rush history, chem and math! and physics revision! all because I went to sleep during the weekends and chose to organise my brain vomit instead of doing homework! I now have 13 pages of categorised random paragraphs all involving death in some way or another. The best part is that one of those random paras is an old fanfic that's 3 lines long and I never finished,, maybe I should attempt to write it, but I can't figure out how to replace white robes with something more modern. hmmmm, did you know, it took me a total of 15 years to learn how to spell modern? This post is only *this* sarcastic because I'm mad with myself for procrastinating yet here I am...  I can't tell if I'm being too sensitive or what because I have fought with two of my friends over the past 3 days and that's not very good. sigh, I just wanna stay out of trouble? but people keep forcing me into gossipy situations? idk ...