Metis NPCC

omg please who read my posts at 12am+ bro GO SLEEP???? well ironic coming from me considering i am still awake at this time....well i'm going to blame it on my (loosely termed) "insomnia" i've been sleeping at 3am for the past 3 days which is unhealthy yeah but i just can't fall asleep 🤷🤷🤷🤷  OH MY GOD i forgot to talk ab it but omggg on thurs right i fell asleep at like 3.30am++ i slept for like 2.5hrs BRO I CAME TO SCH AND IMMEIDIATELY JUST FELL ASLEEP ON THE TABLE i have literally never actually slept in sch fr before bc i usually just close my eyes for that little "shut-eye" you know!!!!! HRIAMFOALDPAKDMS LIKE I THINK I WAS NAPPING FOR 10 MINS AT LEAST then 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 my friend woke me up (bro you know that feeling when u wake up and suddenly it's like you're just sering bright lights and u think "omg i'm in heaven!!!" then u realise u were just out of it for a second BUT WAIT!!!! WHAT R U DOING and then the memeories com...

-what i say to myself everyday but continue blogging almost everyday (i think henceforth is such a fancy word) anyways i feel like i just had a turning point in my life........i deleted youtube from my phone HAGSDGUAWGDIWA i literally only have one social media app on my phone now and it's whatsapp IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF do u wna know why i was prompted to make this change???? it's bc my screentime for today was like 6 hrs..........but it balances out with my studying time so it's not tooooooo bad GAGSHDBAJSHDIUW i'm still going to use youtube on my computer though bc i like to listen to playlists to count the number of hours i study for ITS LIKE MY TIMER bc actual timers make me anxious and i can never remember my starting studying time + even if i do rmb, idw do the math LOL (esp if i did math/physics before that..........GOD) you know at this point my only motivation to study is "there will always be someone who studies more than you" it's a bit unhealth...