Metis NPCC

 waow hope ur myes went well guys :]]] i legit forgot ab this existing sigh woah times so fast its like july alr i still rmb like js fooling around last december doing all sorts of things being stressed over a piece of homework that i knew wouldnt be collected (and that hw is rlly small compared to now things man) and going to work texting ppl funny work stories aaa funny weird longlong ago memory ohwell its ok i accepted nobody's posting 😔😔😔 but whats weirder is why am i posting :O its gonna be v funny if like i continued to randomly drop posts over the years then like a whole new bunch of squads existing then someone js randomly opening blog links then seeing an active blog actually thats not v funny later they think idh a life BUT HEY I WAS TRYNA SEARCH FOR MY MATH STUFF BUT SUDDENLY RMBED THIS okie i will not waste more time than i have already wasted and ill do work 💪💪💪 busy and long week ahead (its ok got hbl day but each day gonna be so long and hectic) I WILL GET THRU...

 i also dk what to talk ab... i have a whole pile of work left and its alr 1800 on sunday tsk so tiring ok i do work ill type here whenever i can :/ but fr tho can somebody blog its so quiet here :((( hi its monday 2315. tmr i got gp exam but Man i literally js started studying for it HSDHJSJA ok i go byebye js wanted to put it out here first. tmr so many things happening: gp exam, class photo, exotic subj, cca training + someone wanna go pasar malam aft training but its near my hse so okiedokie i go speedy. ok byebye (also i did super badly for chem prac they return tdy,, i wasted the first 15min of paper doing like wrong procedures bc my eyes never READ properly. im still super pissed ab it. if i literally js read calmly i wouldnt have wasted time and i could have finished the paper and gotten better grades. sigh im so sorry ms begam. aft the test i was js thinking of ms begam and trying not to cry but ohwell anyways i shall focus on tmrs test byebye) OMG I STARTED THS ON 17/04 A...

 sigh i am sick :( how even man i fell sick like thrice from dec-jan then now feb im sick again boooo eh wtv i still gotta do sls its been only a week since lessons started and im alr dskaskhsk im not even procrastinating sia its okay sigh my sickly self shall eat panadol finish one lecture vid and come back then go doc get mc then come back do the rest (i dont even wanna list theres SM) heh i miss cedar (well maybe not the sch itself but like seeing u guys at every place i go to and studying tgt raiding the corridors tgt during breaks sitting in the funny place every morning like a CULT) and i miss parades esp the friday ones :/// like at the end of the week everyth is done and aft parade going home tgt is like either super high energy acting wonky or like js breaking down tgt (its nice in a way bc its like TGT ukno) funny how alm everyone is in the same sch but its still super hard to see yall around BUT seeing shreeya like last week? or was it last last week man idk IT WAS NICE ...

 DHKAJHD HELLO HEHEHEHEHEE MAAAAAAN I WAS SUPP TO BLOG LIKE 2 WEEKS AGO BUT EHHH IM HERE NOW ANYWAYS currently struggling w em papers 😧😧😧 like i dont rmb anyhting from lower sec...except like matrices cause we had that for eyes shfkhjfhsjk ukno its so unfair naika told me that vs ppl only have to do the "homework" if they failed to meet some criteria :/ then i told her maybe everyone in cedar failed to meet the criteria 🤡🤡🤡 ohwell anyways google shall help me with lower sec stuffies (rachel js texted to say shes googling em stuff to) yall know i want to pour latte art for fun BUT FOR THAT i need to make alot of coffees right? and ok im reasonable i dont drink all that coffee and i dont like wastage so i keep making for my parents HEHEHEH (not too much cause idw to overdose them yakno) but nowwww my mommy suddenly banned coffee :0 my dad was making coffee the other day and he js asked "does anyone want coffee" then my mom went "yes me, nope for (my name)...

hehehehehehhe guess whos turning 16 soon FINALLY! 🙈🙉🙈🙉🙈🙊  im in my post mama depression era where i spend every waking hour mourning the fact that i will never see them perform ever again (probably because that man takes like a whole decade to finish writing his songs and that other man is busy selling wine and getting annoyed at korea and the other man is busy being a dad and the other man is busy playing with lego and that other man is not dead but you could basically say he's dead) also mama is so much more enjoyable when ur not staying up till midnight to wait for the polls to reset. tbh i wonder how sec 1-2 me handled all that???? i will simply never join a fanbase ever again but it was fun also there were no nice fits this year boo i have experienced so much heartbreak this year ....!!! at least all 3 of them look like they're doing well :(( i was listening to thank you again yesterday and i almost started crying :( i will never stan another bg ever again (this is a...

it's so weird to think ab how it's OUR prom now when it felt like it was just yesterday when our ma'ams had prom????? also this is kinda like the last Official event we have in Cedar this year lmao it's just weird to think about :D IT PUTS THINGS INTO PERSPECTIVE!!!!!!! im so old!!!!!!! #life i think it's just me but i'm rlly excited to eat at prom (it's gg to be a pain.....?? bc yknow why (i honestly think no one knows why but rachel will get me </3)) i don't think the food is good but i want to try it out LMAOOOOOOOOOO honestly what r we gg to do for 3 hrs????????? dance???????????? WAIT that sounds plausible TT IM GOING TO TW*RK also i tried on my "fit" for prom like 5 days ago????? hopefully it still looks good on me when i put it on tmr (of course it will anyways my "fit" is super extra i was all like im going CASUAL but im not TT im wearing that stupid belt i wore for youth day again bc my clothes do not fit me and i only hav...

 eheheh its been 2/3 days since os ending since i take physics and im very emo!!! cant believe im saying that man after like 2 months (more like 2 years of prep for os) of just studying idk what to do with my life anymore i have no purpose !!! hence im blogging,, as im saying this i just got nat's stamp of approval to blog thanks nat. i shall blog about my os experience and post os experience so i can also get a sense of what is going on in my head during os: lol. okay maybe it wasnt that bad during nov but october was very chaotic especially the week with like 5 papers non stop i swear i was like in another world i was just thinking about emath/english/geog non stop but after that week was over we had a 5 day break to study for amath/chem!! olevels are so weird man let me tell you this its like either got exams almost non stop or big big breaks in between like i had 10 days between my phy prac and chem prac,, eh there really isnt much to say lol it was just studying and trying not...

 HEY I CHECK THE BLOG REGULARLY OKAY (by that i mean twice in a month) ANYWAYS IVE BEEN WANTING TO BLOG FOR THE PAST TWO WEEKS BUT ABIT BUSY SO HERE I AM NOW WOOOOOOOO teehee js wanted to let yall know my terrarium of 4 weeks has been surviving amazingly so tdy (if i have time) ill be making another one with proper thingies heheheheheheh anyways life's been great (lets forget ab hmt olvls) and i hope our o lvl friendicles have been surviving well im gonna try and see if i can go visit them on their last exam days heheheheh if yall want can u come along also later its abit lonely omg my sleep was so interrupted man like yesterday i was trying to revise tamil but then i accidentally fell asleep?? like my whole body was hurting from the past two days of things that i did then i didnt wanna like study at my table so i sat on my bed leaned against vegan (toy vivia got me <333) and tried to make sense of the words but man idk how and when i fell asleep then i had such strange dreams o...

hello everyone! have i ever mentioned how much i love the word "hello" like it is so formal yet so informal at the same time PLUS it can be said in TWO syllables unlike "hi", which just seems so short in comparison and somehow gives me awkward vibes lol ALSO i just like dragging out the 'o' in hello rather than the 'i' in hi because I GO SO HIGH WHEN I GO EEEEEEEEE but when i go ooooo i go low yknow hasdjahsjdkad this was completely unnecessary but yeah man (i only use hi when someone says hi to me first which is basically all the time bc i never initiate LMAOOOOOOOOO)  wow i just realised it's been nearly EXACTLY 3 months since someone last blogged (smh can't believe i have to do all the heavy lifting here) and a good 14 weeks i last blogged? if my math doesn't add up, can you really blame me? i haven't touched any math for a good month now, i'm hoping to keep it up but guess who alr has jc math hw BOOOOOOOOOOO  is it weird that ...

rawr i hate english 👅👅👅 no one is posting so I will