i am my own biggest fan 🪅
hello everyone! have i ever mentioned how much i love the word "hello" like it is so formal yet so informal at the same time PLUS it can be said in TWO syllables unlike "hi", which just seems so short in comparison and somehow gives me awkward vibes lol ALSO i just like dragging out the 'o' in hello rather than the 'i' in hi because I GO SO HIGH WHEN I GO EEEEEEEEE but when i go ooooo i go low yknow hasdjahsjdkad this was completely unnecessary but yeah man (i only use hi when someone says hi to me first which is basically all the time bc i never initiate LMAOOOOOOOOO)
wow i just realised it's been nearly EXACTLY 3 months since someone last blogged (smh can't believe i have to do all the heavy lifting here) and a good 14 weeks i last blogged? if my math doesn't add up, can you really blame me? i haven't touched any math for a good month now, i'm hoping to keep it up but guess who alr has jc math hw BOOOOOOOOOOO
is it weird that it feels illegal to blog here now even though i've blogged here after we POP-ed a while back.........maybe it's because we've graduated and we are kinda no longer part of cedar anymore??? (i love reminding myself ab this fact) i'll still have to go back to cedar at least 3 more times so it still doesn't feel R E A L lmao hmmmm i wonder if you guys still check our blog for updates (tbh i didn't check for a good 3 months lmao #whenlifeisarollercoasterridethatyoucannotgetoff what a good analogy i am just so wise)
i hope everyone is doing well (it's a week-ish to the end of o'levels!!!!!!!!) also PLAN OUT your holidays it is so absolutely disgusting how quick holidays pass oh my god guys please pray that i actually have a social ish holidays this time bc i wanna annoy people enough before we don't get to see each other often AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA PEOPLE KEEP TELLING ME "BRO WE WILL STILL BE FRIENDS it's not that deep -my head tbh and also some people" BUT DO U NOT SEE HOW LIFE MAY PULL US SO FAR APART EVEN IF WE MEET IN JC COMPOUNDS THE ONLY THING WE CAN SAY TO EACH OTHER IS HOW HAVE U BEEN AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AND THEN AT A LATER POINT IT WILL JUST BE AWKWARD SIDEPASTS IN CORRIDORS EVEN IF WE DO BY CHANCE MEET EACH OTHER AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA normalise admitting that change is scary guys IT IS OK TO BE SCARED just like how scary it was to transition from p6 to sec1 and sec 2 to sec 3, sec 4 to jc 1 will just be another phase in my life yes yes indeed I WILL NOT BE SCARED look at me i am still well and alive :D everybody else who is also scared, my advice: don't be, embrace change <3 IM KIDDING just accept that change is normal and always be yourself :D (edit: i just realised i said the exact same thing but rephrased......)
ugh also we have grad soon lmao i'm going to be #notliketheothergirls and just go in casual wear I FEEL LIKE YOUTH DAY SCARRED ME idk why i tried so hard it was SO embarrassing when i looked back like yes i looked good but like oh my god????????? i'm honestly so excited to see other people's fits lmao like yes i'm not gg to put in the effort but i wanna see everyone else putting in the Effort HEHEHEHEHEHE also hope i can compliment people without wanting to DIE i don't know why but praising someone is SO AOJLDKJAJOSLAS to me like?????? yassss girl u look good but if i say that outloud I DIE A LITTLE ON THE INSIDE but i do mean it *finger guns*
have i mentioned how i've yet to give everybody a POP card <3 well yes i haven't and i think i will because i've been getting sentimental lately OH AND ALSO i think i kinda got (really) into kpop (this is the first time i'm admitting this and yes i haven't really......told anybody yet except like 3 people) IM NOT REVEALING WHO I "stan" BECAUSE IT IS SO EMBARRASSING OF ME (but i'm saying this here so when i look back in 3 years i will laugh ab it and maybe cry a little bc i am so cute :((((((() but i will say that lavender haze by taylor swift is such a bop >>>:D also idk why i only found out ab her album release until one week later but i did bleh
have a really good year ahead of you everybody :D please remember to love yourself and appreciate the little things in life!!!! i feel like i've become so much more positive this year and it's been a wonderful change so i hope everyone remembers that "life is tough but you're tougher" -my friend :D
wait guys if there is AC this year i think i will cry IM GOING TO BAWL MY EYES OUT SILENTLY and go home all snotty and icky and sweaty BOOOOOOOOOOOO please send us the invites i think i'd frame it up and cry about it WAIT I HAVE THIS BAD FEELING THAT AC IS GOING TO TAKE PLACE WHEN I CANNOT MAKE IT BECAUSE LIFE DOES NOT LIKE ME ok let's not jinx it hmmmmmm yes let's not anyways if i can't make it so be it i'll just ask for pics :D
omg this is getting cringe guys bye see u all on tues yuck (except 2 people </3 we r never getting 13/13 frfr)
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