Fears (And More)

Sometimes I stay up late worrying about how next year will turn out. I worry about what kind of person I'll be - what kind of squad we'll be. I worry about our performance, I worry about our bond. I do not doubt that my squad is capable of many things. I believe in them. I trust them - trust us. However, my fears continue to plague me.

I will continue to do my best and fix my errors. I want to be strong for my squad and for myself. I also worry about my temper, and how I manage it. I want to be encouraging, but sometimes I can come off as rude and strict. I want to fix that, as well.

In addition, I fear that I am being too formal on this blog. I also fear that this post will turn into a sentimental one. 

That was a joke, please laugh.

When I get excited about a topic that I like, I will tend to stray from my formal writing. Yes, this is an explanation for the paragraph(s) below.

Recently, I attended a convention, AFA (Anime Festival Asia)! I was really happy to be able to attend such an event. I had prepared stickers (that I drew :D) in advance and was able to meet many new people and trade things with them! They were really kind and meeting so many great artists inspired me to do better in future! 

Anyway, I would also like to include my feelings about Annual Camp. I had enjoyed ever single second of it. (And I will never stop talking about how fun eating uncooked noodles was.) Despite the challenges we faced, Annual Camp has made me happier than I had ever been in a while. Something about going through these challenges with my Ma'ams and squadmates made the time I spent with them even more memorable. I do not wish to continue as this would lead to a very, very long blog post.

This is a good time to include that I love bunnies. They are soft and fluffy and great companions. They consider your feelings and love you for who you are (as long as you do not mistreat them). As I have said before, they resemble marshmallows. I would also like to say that they resemble clouds and cotton candy. Even so, please do not eat rabbits. (But if you do, I cannot bring myself to dislike you. But please do not mention about the taste of a rabbit when I am around. Thank you.)

One of my fears is that bunnies dislike me. Unlike the other two fears that were mentioned above, this is not a joke. I treasure bunnies with my whole heart.

Signed by a not-so-formal bunny lover that may or may not have violent tendencies.