Instruments (and more)
I'm finally going to do it. I'm going to break free from my scary blog persona because this is TOO MUCH. Typing properly is so tiring hhhhhhh ANYWAY instruments! I like instruments and probably like too many. I play the piano and the dizi (chinese flute) but i feel like getting.. a guqin :O but they're so expensive..so maybe not.. but maybe yes.. who knows..
Music is nice because it conveys what I cannot say. e.g if I feel sad, there's probably a song that I can play (or make) that conveys my :(-ness more than if I wrote it downnn but then again I love literature and can't stop writing poetry (no good, very bad poetry) in my own time so maybe i enjoy both music and writing
Anyway!! I've finally sat down after many months of putting my playing-of-instruments on hold and learnt a few songs on both of the instruments that I play! I've learnt xianyun (donghua wangxian) on my dizi,, and plan to learn wuji (cql wangxian) next and i'm in the process of learning bu wang on the piano (but the song is 5 minutes long. 5. MINUTES. LONG.) bu wang is nice because (please skip the next few paragraphs if you don't want to hear about me screaming about mdzs/cql) it's solemn at the start but you know,, when it hits,, it really reflects lan wangji's feelings. like imagine. you're some sad guy who lost the love of your life and after 13 years of mourning, you're just chaperoning a few kids on their field trip,, nothing special and then you hear it. you hear a song that you've been too afraid to play because- does it mean anything now? does it's name even mean anything anymore? but it's back- the song can either make you feel a thousand years worth of joy or a mountain of grief and it just. hits you. he's back. maybe you're imagining things but when you see him, even though he looks so different now, something about him is just, the same. he's wei ying. and he's here, safe, alive. there's a stinging feeling in your chest but it isn't because of the brand that rests above your heart, it's because everything's coming back so fast- the sight of that unruly visitor who sat atop a wall, jars of emperor's smile in his arms. though he's not quite the same now, his soul still is. and his soul, is what you fell in love with.
isn't that SAD gOSH i hate how my favourite character can make me cry in less than 0.1 seconds if i think about it like that. but when i do my rant abt it, it kinda sounds silly oops,, and cringe-y and just plain bad.
anyway, bu wang, as a song, means a lot of things, and can stuff so many meanings into so little lines. so i hope i can learn it quickly :'D i'll link all three songs (xianyun, wuji and buwang) later on because they're really worth listening to!!
hmmmmmm i think i should buy an F key dizi if i wanna play more songs because this C key dizi is so uncomfortable to play.. my hands r not big enough to hold it comfortably. but it sounds so good so i'll bear with the pain! alsooo i might go to doujima and that mdzs event that's goin on during march hols (if i have time) -- i don't even know what the mdzs event is i just saw it one day and was like. huh. i guess we're doing this now
i think i should stop blogging now - i've written a lot. once again i apologise for the very bad rant that was no good and very poor, i'd give it a D7. writing informally helps me lengthen my posts by a lot lot lot so maybe i should do this more often. (or maybe not)
OH AND THE MANHUA (comic) THE MANHUA. SAVED MY SOUL. HAVE YOU SEEN THE UPDATE EVERYONE PLEA- THE MANHUA AAAAAAAAA THEY. THEY DID THAT. THE ARTIST DID /THAT/. donghua pls at least keep the "If he catches me, I'll..." scene PLEASE
xianyun - https://youtu.be/Jls565lZo-Y
wuji - https://youtu.be/rLB-mL5I0E4
bu wang - https://youtu.be/nqt-JCYujcY
thank you now byebye
- bunny enthusiast
Music is nice because it conveys what I cannot say. e.g if I feel sad, there's probably a song that I can play (or make) that conveys my :(-ness more than if I wrote it downnn but then again I love literature and can't stop writing poetry (no good, very bad poetry) in my own time so maybe i enjoy both music and writing
Anyway!! I've finally sat down after many months of putting my playing-of-instruments on hold and learnt a few songs on both of the instruments that I play! I've learnt xianyun (donghua wangxian) on my dizi,, and plan to learn wuji (cql wangxian) next and i'm in the process of learning bu wang on the piano (but the song is 5 minutes long. 5. MINUTES. LONG.) bu wang is nice because (please skip the next few paragraphs if you don't want to hear about me screaming about mdzs/cql) it's solemn at the start but you know,, when it hits,, it really reflects lan wangji's feelings. like imagine. you're some sad guy who lost the love of your life and after 13 years of mourning, you're just chaperoning a few kids on their field trip,, nothing special and then you hear it. you hear a song that you've been too afraid to play because- does it mean anything now? does it's name even mean anything anymore? but it's back- the song can either make you feel a thousand years worth of joy or a mountain of grief and it just. hits you. he's back. maybe you're imagining things but when you see him, even though he looks so different now, something about him is just, the same. he's wei ying. and he's here, safe, alive. there's a stinging feeling in your chest but it isn't because of the brand that rests above your heart, it's because everything's coming back so fast- the sight of that unruly visitor who sat atop a wall, jars of emperor's smile in his arms. though he's not quite the same now, his soul still is. and his soul, is what you fell in love with.
isn't that SAD gOSH i hate how my favourite character can make me cry in less than 0.1 seconds if i think about it like that. but when i do my rant abt it, it kinda sounds silly oops,, and cringe-y and just plain bad.
anyway, bu wang, as a song, means a lot of things, and can stuff so many meanings into so little lines. so i hope i can learn it quickly :'D i'll link all three songs (xianyun, wuji and buwang) later on because they're really worth listening to!!
hmmmmmm i think i should buy an F key dizi if i wanna play more songs because this C key dizi is so uncomfortable to play.. my hands r not big enough to hold it comfortably. but it sounds so good so i'll bear with the pain! alsooo i might go to doujima and that mdzs event that's goin on during march hols (if i have time) -- i don't even know what the mdzs event is i just saw it one day and was like. huh. i guess we're doing this now
i think i should stop blogging now - i've written a lot. once again i apologise for the very bad rant that was no good and very poor, i'd give it a D7. writing informally helps me lengthen my posts by a lot lot lot so maybe i should do this more often. (or maybe not)
OH AND THE MANHUA (comic) THE MANHUA. SAVED MY SOUL. HAVE YOU SEEN THE UPDATE EVERYONE PLEA- THE MANHUA AAAAAAAAA THEY. THEY DID THAT. THE ARTIST DID /THAT/. donghua pls at least keep the "If he catches me, I'll..." scene PLEASE
xianyun - https://youtu.be/Jls565lZo-Y
wuji - https://youtu.be/rLB-mL5I0E4
bu wang - https://youtu.be/nqt-JCYujcY
thank you now byebye
- bunny enthusiast
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