it takes two to tango

... but one to go home!! that's right!!! if you're out right now, gO BACK HOME!! i hope you're at home :)

hii so today's nat birthday and it's become a tradition for me to do birthday posts soooo!!! (haha i say tradition like i have been doing it for a long time...shsjshsj technically it's been 5 months-ish?? well, the first birthday post was to myself soo)

happy birthday, natalie!!!
stay old and dumb xoxo 💋
(shjsshj im older than you but still)
have a gr8 birthday even tho u can't see me :3
it'd be a lot better one if i was there, ngl!!!
✨🥂🌻🍰🏹🎉🧸🔥🌇🏕️

i swear i don't know what's going on in my blog post. i think im high but it's only 10pm so idrk anymore. ok now it's 1.30am hAHAHAH -_- god i shld be sleeping. anyway, i slept at 5am yesterday hahaha why? cos i didn't feel like sleeping!!! i wasn't even doing anything productive lmao. like vedha, i was just ~chilling~ in bed, and then i suddenly decided to play arnd with the love calculator...and the results were very iNtErEstING (you should go check it out lololol). also, that reminds me!! vedha said that she was gna blog a week back aND I DON'T SEE A NEW POST >:(

anyway, i did corrections for all my math hw at 12am (cos i had this extremely sudden urge to do work), and that's all i did!! (...but i took like an hour?? then again, it was like 4 ws so) then i spent another half an hr just planning out my life for the next 4 days, and honestly i don't think it's gna work but i have been procrastinating too much lately so i figured i should go back to planning my life out :DD even tho it stresses me so much omg. i could be eating and i would literally be counting down the mins i have left to eat!! since i give myself an hr to eat, shower and take a break sshjhsjh unrealistic? nah :o

i think ima sleep at 3am or smth today!! it's a good day to be awake!! actually...everyday shld be a good day to be awake if not hahaha oOpsiEs??

i made this meme myself :) 

also, me when i feel like throwing up during/ before parade (...i mean it is someone throwing up) 

hsjsshsj my inner conflict 

but i always end up not studying!!!!!! 

all the time hAHAHAHHA

esp when i say smth on impulse and regret it afterwards D: shsjshsj there's so many things hnghhhhhhhhh

yes :( this is me thinking abt my friend who took two days to reply to me... and the pile of hw i have yet to do... but the good thing is!! i finally cleaned up my table so it's a lot neater and there aren't piles of trash just lying on my table!! they're now all stuffed into my drawer heheh

this was me a few days back and... then i had some weird*** np dream that night that was honestly rlly traumatising... like every other np dream i've had lmao :3 but ima not share it cos... it's uhm wEiRd?? 

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(ah, my missing soul)