fallin' all over the place

hello, time check it's 6.47pm! i jst woke up from a nap and guUuuuEsSsS what!! i missed my jap conference today HSJHSJHj :DD thank my lucky stars, it wasn't compulsoryyy~~ i would have been in waist deep trouble :) bUT IM NOTTTTT YAYYY!! my neck h u r t s :( yesterday, i fell asleep when i was pretending to be asleep -_- the irony tsktsk...anyway, i forgot to take away the blanket which was under my pillow so i slept like 7cm higher than i normally do...resulting into this pAaiN of a neck :b if only i was a giraffe (omg i spelt giraffe as giffape like an idiot zzz) 🦒

the sky is darkening :( it's getting late and soon, it will be tmr!! ngl im not excited cos that means i have to do chi oral practice tmr. 

also, my teacher said we're gna have e-CCA SHJSHSHJHSJHSJ how does one do this lmao...do we like drills in the comfort of our homes while wearing np tee and being awkward, with occasional lagging and lots of confusion lololol...ohh maybe we can do like campcraft but it be kinda weird tho, like 2 hrs for campcraft hmmmmm sounds possible!!! pt works too!! >~< LMAAOOOO i wonder know how cca is gna work shjshsjhsj...:F (nvm, i know what we're gna do now,, all these delusions of mine)

i'm so proud of myself ;') i slept at 3am yesterday or smth and i managed to not crash!!!! ssjkjksjs so p r o u d :)) i slept at like 2 a few days back and nearly fell asleep during research and had to pinch myself 10 times bfr i could wake myself up, yeeeeeehoOonk! my sleep cycle may not be improving but the time i can awake after sleeping little hours is iMPROVING!!! 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻 cLAP LOUDER FOR DA PPL IN THE BAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!!!

im gna cry,,, i made a poem and it's so weird,,, the first two i wrote was like death-related and then the last one made no sense SJSJHJSHJS. buuuuut! writing poems w similar end sounds are fun cos i learn new words! like did you know that hake is like a type of fish, and rap means strike!? i always thought rap only like the one where you speak very fast and it's a type of music (bruh this description is so bad...) nvm but yes, also, bap is a type of bread!??? so cool 😎

hngh i aM trying to find new songs, bc i have, once again, gotten bored of my playlist :) actually, it's my liked songs list cos putting them in playlists are waaaaaay too troublesome :b anyway, so i checked the sg top 50 and global top 50 for some songs, cos i was *hoping* to find some new g00d stuffz :( but i was only met with disappointment,,, most of the songs on the list were tik tok songs HHAHAHAH which i know because i watched one too many during the circuit breaker 😔 (not saying they're bad or anything but like they're alrdy in my playlist SHJHSHJS) so yeah, i have no motivation to study at all even though chinese oral's in a week's time >:(

ALSO, moelc has opened! i hafta go back in a week's time and guess which idiot hasn't done any hw for the past three months 😔 ✨ t h e  o n e  a n d  o n l y,  m e ! ✨agAIN, i hv no motivation to do that either,, like i am willing to do anything but these two works...i even cut garlics on my own free will !! i wasted away yesterday, too :( how does one maintain a sleep cycle? i woke up at 7 yesterday and then i woke up at 11am today,, omg i even set 8 alarms but i slept thru dem a l l :) 

me: resolving to be a good girl and pay attention in class

also me: spacing out and getting lost ✨

well, the one good thing that has happened to me in terms of work and school is that im handing in almost all of my hw on time!! (coughphysicscoughchinese,, im sorry ✌🏻)

omg youknowww i was on youtube and then i saw some video on penpal-ing and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 🥴🤪 the letters were so aesthetic 😍 it made me wna restart my bullet journal which i stopped after 3 months LMAAAAAAAAOO 😔 it was a good effort tho, but like i had a mood tracker...hahahh my mood was always like 😑 HAHHAHAHAHA :DD

wAIT WHICH REMINDS ME!! rachel told me she trusted my art skills 🥺💅🏻 being praised by rachel 👨🏻‍🍳 **chef's kiss** delightful! the sudden use of emojis is odd but i have been on insta too much 💀 (also, i forgot that i can only change the name twice every 2 weeks, then i came up w some cringey one and now im s t u c k) oh man, i nearly cursed 😔 this one letter used too many times means the bad word and i nearly used it :< 💀 

seeeeeeeee ya :)

(low-key cringing but yes!)

edit: im trying to study chinese, so i went to google 'how to study chinese oral' LMAO then i came across a post that was like how to study chinese,, and it was like rEmEmbEr tO pAcE yOurSeLf sO yOU dONt bUrn yOurSelF oUt hAhHAhhAHAHAH im fried????

ahh lovely!! i don't have any compulsory google meet for hbl :) yeeeeeeeees