no thoughts brain empty (but not for you)

we have like english on tues,,,,,,,, today's sunday and i havent studied at all so sighs anyway im here on the blog because i cannot bring myself to do any work????? like i kinda finished geog WA stuff yesterday but i spent 6 hours (which is a lot of time) on it and tbh im just really pissed off />v<\ *head in hands* because me and one other person did 5/6 of the work and the other two just did 1/6 of work ?? sighs i'm so dumb i should have allocated work why did i trust that they'd do work this is small brain energy not this again hnghh 

yeah idk if i can talk abt this but aphrodite ma'ams came back on friday so that was cool tho we didnt interact at all lol it was a wonder that i did not suffer from a heart attack the moment i noticed them i am so cool really i think this is an age thing 

parade has been going ok i guess i mean the tests we had on friday was ok ig but like sighs everyone wrote essays and i didnt do it Like That I HATE ESSAYS i got like 8/15 for the marked assignment i did HDHSKADASDAHJDK PLS MY FRIEND AND I GOT THE SAME MARKS IT WAS SO FUNNY we both thought we passed but then our friends told us it was technically a failure bc u needed like C+ for english or smth ahsjdahsdaidwdna *head in hands* 

oh yeah ma'ams asked us to make one person to answer some bonding question and then everyone pointed to me but i thought they were pointing to vedha so i started laughing at vedha but then ma'ams said wow 5 people pointing at vivia and that's when it hit me the laughter ceased in 0.1 sec flat i no longer laughed *head agaisnt wall* its moments like this that makes me go Man 

this is so funny but i was doing work at the dinner table so i was playing music as well as ur girl here can multitask anyways so my dad came out of the room and he asked me what i was listening and i was gg tell him but then i realised the song title was "Nothing's Gonna Hurt You Baby" so do you see the problem?! anyways so i went uhhhh hjsakdhsjkdah 

sighs i would also like to announce that annabelle's so ahsdjkahskd smart pls did yall see her on wed she got top in science WOOOOOOOOOOOOO SO COOL 

eh what else life has been an absolute bullet train like one moment its monday and the next its alrdy sundayyyyyyyy AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA it was like just yesterday when i was thinking about how my english exam is in 10 days and now it is 2 we e e e e  e  ee  

xoxo,

ur only beloved <3 (to my dear squadmates only,,,,,,,,,,,,, for obvious reasons)

edit: i have become so used to blogging i saw my first ever old blog post w/ rachel jn hnghh I HAVE NOT GROWN