what a delight!

sorry guys i came here to cry okay

so i went to bed last night or something so anyways i had this dream??? like i couldnt rmb it when i woke up but i am currently doing chem and some vague pieces of the dream just popped up in my brain and now i Remember sighs

i dreamt that i became the HOT?????????????? JKKSAJKDJKASHJDKHAS ITS RLLY COMING TO HAUNT ME EVEN IN MY DREAMS PLEASE (i hope it is a dream and not some deja vu stuff please i have had too many of such occurences already) like it's so funny okay cos like i think we were gathered or smth?? and then ma'am karina just said i was the HOT or smth and i rmb being all like *wide eyes* and then i collapsed ajhsdhakjhjkdhakjhdjk and then everyone was just panicking as i observed them from my position on the ground with half-lidded eyes and paralysed body parts it's so funny now that i think about it sjdaksdjkajk jbut i feel like we'll be told via whatsapp? so nah i dont think my dream will come thru but it'd be so funny if it did, like something is just so funny about it

i feel like saying all these is kinda weird cos uhm it's a squad blog but it's related to np so i believe it is okay? btw, just because i say being the HOT is really funny to me doesnt mean i particularly dislike it or oppose it since i am aware that it is a very impt position in the unit afterall and that whoever becomes the next HOT will always be my beloved <3 *muack muack* *smothers the FUTURE HOT in kisses* emphasis on future because yes i like my head (and my squad's future) man i feel like my lack of punctuation and the number of keyboard smashes make it really hard to read my sentences but i swear i don't do this in school or real life 

with that said, i need to go back and revise for chem WOOOOOOOOOOO quite happy about it actually cos i managed to pull myself out of a slump YAY farewell lovelies