procrastination once again

helloos I'm back and guess what? It's a monday night and I have to rush history, chem and math! and physics revision! all because I went to sleep during the weekends and chose to organise my brain vomit instead of doing homework! I now have 13 pages of categorised random paragraphs all involving death in some way or another. The best part is that one of those random paras is an old fanfic that's 3 lines long and I never finished,, maybe I should attempt to write it, but I can't figure out how to replace white robes with something more modern. hmmmm, did you know, it took me a total of 15 years to learn how to spell modern? This post is only *this* sarcastic because I'm mad with myself for procrastinating yet here I am... 

I can't tell if I'm being too sensitive or what because I have fought with two of my friends over the past 3 days and that's not very good. sigh, I just wanna stay out of trouble? but people keep forcing me into gossipy situations? idk anymore lmao... anyways there's the new girl in my class and honestly, she sounds really fun but despite the only one-metre gap between us, (I sit diagonally in front of her), I have yet to talk to her. Which is really sad bc I wanna make friends with her :((

I just submitted my English MA3 and... I'm ONE word below the maximum which is such a relief (I originally had 808 words then I cut it down by 9 words, I'm so proud) LEMME TELL YOU, PHYSICAL BOOKS ARE BRILLIANT. DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY? Because you can order a basket load of them from book depository every time you get a discount coupon and your parents will never check the contents of the books! Plus, you get free bookmarks. On the other hand, especially if your parents are like mine, they will insist on checking all the ebooks you borrow/buy! Which is super fun! Especially if you wanted some graphic novels! Therefore, physical books are a blessing to our human existence and don't you dare ever say anything bad about them. Of course, ebooks are cool and convenient but did you know that even on incognito mode, the school can still see what you access on the school wifi? Yep, that includes the webtoons you keep reading in class and the gory musicals you watch during english when you really should be paying attention. And this time, I'm not talking about myself.

anyways since I have nothing else to say, I shall be leaving this as a draft and maybe posting it on friday, on which none of the above will ever make sense to me ever again.

HII omgomg it's now 1st may and my books arrived 2 days ago yesssss and now I have 2 more bookmarks which are so cuteee omg, yes, I'm freaking out over books! I have a total of 15 youtube tabs open and now I can't find the one with the playlist i want *cries*. and I keep getting distracted by this (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-7TT_L9IaHc) of all videos in the world even though I have to pause every 10 secs to cringe. also OOL is apparently coming out soon (maybe) and one of my friends who I recently fought with over *fictional ships*, of all things, insists that the book is good, but the rest of my friends are talking about how they can't make it past 3 pages without taking a shower so... watch? maybe not? idk if I'm putting myself through that kind of torture just for xz. and after an entire month, I'm STILL on ep22 of shl despite the constant screaming I get telling me to abandon school for wen kexing. also I did none of the work I said I would do above. hehe...

I've been procrastinating for a total of... an entire month now and it's really really bad someone get me out of here :D

ahhhh idkkkk i shall just post this even though its just a really long rant that I wrote during the time that I should have spent doing homework and revision for the upcoming exams lmaoo okii byeeeee <3