look im stress typing ignore me

1 months worth of work within 5 hours = im dead

why did I procrastinate? oh right, it's cause my parents both think that if there's something wrong in your head you should try your best to ignore it and it'll go away. am I blaming my poor time management skills and lack of motivation on my parents' refusal to have gotten me a diagnosis for [redacted] and [redacted] when I was a kid? yes. is it a terrible thing to do? also yes. and I going to stop? absolutely not. anyways it's too late and I'm too old to possibly get any help now so I'm stuck trying to not over-stress myself but still getting my work done, oh man I'm not looking forward to tmr-

HI IT'S TOMORROW?? AND WE HAD THE FIRST SUCCESSFUL CHEM LAB OF THE YEAR. criteria for a successful chem lab:
1. No breakage

2. No yelling from teachers

3. No massive spillage

4. Experiment completed on time

5. No fighting over the sink and accidentally spraying water everywhere due to the rubber tube that keeps coming off

As you can see, my standards for a successful chem lab are very low, that's because I broke a grand total of about 7 different apparatus last year,, it wasn't my fault ok, the things are just very breakable

ma'ams,, stepped,, down,, gosh I feel ridiculously old ??? uhm I'm not even 15 yet *sighs*

ig I'm back because now I feel a responsibility to at least finish this blog and then look back on all my previous posts to figure out how many times I actually mentioned Parade-related things (probably only at the beginning ??? ig ???) :/ idk I don't like recounting school stuff esp months after it happened 🤡🤡🤡

hmm I don't really have much to say and I want to post this already so uh ig I'll end here? it's almost the end of the first week of term 3 and I've successfully handed up a considerable amount of homework (esp Chinese) already, kinda proud ngl. ubjnk ok byeee !! <3 [TOTM - 2MA: LT: 3 ; if you can figure out what song I'm referring to Lily and if you cant I love you too but not as much BAHAHA]