omg we're alive

yah jokes im not, HAHHAHAHAH pls, wa3 isn't even over and we're starting on eye prep alr IM GONNA CRY... on the other hand, CIX COMEBACK ALBUM OMG???? (im late to typing about this shush) (stan cix) (<3)

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WA3's ARE OVER HAHHAHAHHASAHAHAHHAHA IM GOING TO FAIL <3333 so cool, eye's are starting like rly rly soon and im so unprepared *cries*. idk why but ive been doing my hist notes (only the chap on weimar republik/nazi germany) in german and now i feel like learning russian so that i can do my stalin notes in russian. also i wanna learn norwegian, it's such a cool language. ALSO I PASSED MATH im very happy, not time to get an a+ in eyes.

sighs my mum's making me cut my hair straight again :(( like why :(( i already hate myself stop making me hate myself even more :(( oh well at least we have replacement parade tmr but im not feeling well SO I MIGHT NOT GO??? idk i wanna go ;-; hmmm 

it's so funny the last few posts are just "yeah we're alive but not mentally ok" in far too many words GVUHBJN i cant believe im starting to put "scheduled mental breakdown" in my eye prep schedule but if i dont im going to spend the entire sept holidays crying,,, also the groovy bot has passed on so sad, i no longer have free spotify premium (ISNT IT HILARIOUS THAT THIS IS THE REASON THAT YT FILED THE C&D IN THE FIRST PLACE) (except its youtube and not spotify, no one cares abt youtube)

these few days have also been FREEZING?? why is it so cold, i go to bed and smother myself under 2-3 layers of blankets and pillows and i still wake up in the middle of the night thinking that it started to snow. that being said, do you think that it will ever snow in sg?? like global warming.. hmmm... idk will that be a good or bad thing. honestly tho we might end up with hail instead of snow 'cause this is singapore lmao :3

we're only getting our hist wa3 back next term and *cries again* I WANT TO KNOW HOW BADLY I FAILED NOW not next term. i still love hist tho, best subj ever, (*cough* you should have taken hist *cough*)

i think ima end this here so byebyeee pls dont die tmr heehee