knife wife 🔪

since its the march holidays i have this inner obligation to post even though my lit essay is due in 13 hours and i have not even started on it!!

i feel so old help honestly my birthdays havent really registered in my brain since i turned 12 so its still hard to believe im 15 yet alone turning 16 this year but its okay theres still a while till its my birthday,, however its in august which i think is prelim season yikes at least its not o level amiright. i typed out all of the o level exams (there are 21 papers 🤡) im taking so its easy to see in one glance, and my physics practical is on 03/10 and my chem paper 1 (which is basically just mcq) is on 10/11 sO THATS MORE THAN ONE MONTH OF OLVL-ING HOW FUN i am barely hanging on now dear god... on the bright side bio is on the eleventh and i dont take bio so i can laugh at their faces ha suckers

also i suddenly though of evangeline samos and dear god i cant stop thinking about her. her's and mare's 'friendship' reminds me of aelin and manon omg aelin and manon. i love manon too. anyways i stole this quote from the wiki 'Evangeline is ruthless, impatient and does not like to show her emotions.' and that sounds a lot like someone else i know (im talking about myself). btw, i didnt rlly like red queen the first time i read it but now its okay i guess,, its still not as great as cruel prince i love cruel prince ehehhehehe jude jude jude jude jude jude jude jude jude jude jude jude jude jude jude jude jude jude jude jude jude 

any fictional character (girl) with a knife is very interesting i tried making character playlists but i realised that i would probably just be adding around the same music for all because they are all ruthless hot killing machines 

anyways, i was thinking about last friday and i realised that i was the first student in school and also the last student to leave the school please i reached school at like 6.35 and left at 7.15 thats more than 12 hours,, my lit teacher (who is also the year head) yelled across the foyer 'what are you still doing here?' to which i had to yell back 'im waiting for my dad' how fun,, i feel like shes got her eye on me that day during parade she stared at me and i just stared back. i honestly dont like teachers seeing me during parade because in class im that girl who likes annoying teachers with my questions and comments but during parade i have a whole different personality,, which one is the real me? who knows maybe all of this combined is me

ehehehhe anyways thats enough me content i should probably start on lit have a great rest of the holidays,, do something productive or i will find you in your sleep