what in the world

 as the title suggests, ive been saying what in the world quite a bit these few days. i dont even know where i picked it up from but at least im not swearing lol

also i had my english prelim oral today which was so chaotic,, also i bet you are wondering why i had my prelim oral today when mye hasnt even started yet. well its because olvl oral is very early too. ew.

anyways i reached school at like 6.30 today even tho i only needed to be at the garnet at 8.30 and i was the only student in school. until around 7 when some of my classmates came and dragged me to the library but we found it closed so we went to the canteen instead. and then they proceeded to read the reading texts in a british accent i swear one of them sounded exactly like hermione

also i was eight out of eleven so i was in the waiting room a while and i could feel my sanity slowly dissolving. when it was almost my turn one of my classmates said she was scared so i said,, its okay if you need time to think just start coughing and then i proceeded to fake a violent cough and almost everyone in the waiting room heard me 🤡. at least they found it funny but why am i so embarrassing i should talk softer. and then another classmate said that now everyones gonna start coughing in the exam room and if we do theyll probably pull an art test out of their pockets and make us do it. as you can see i wasnt the only one slowly losing grip of my sanity

and then in the cedar hub i was the only one with no teacher at the table yet and i was wondering who my examiners were and guess what. it was my lit teacher. and some other english teacher. what in the world why is my luck like this i was wishing to get two teachers ive never met in my life before. and then i was like 'good afternoon' and they were like 'good morning' and internally i was like its still morning?? coz i was trapped in the waiting room for so long and there were no clocks in there and no phones either. time was passing by really slowly for some reason

also do you want to know something else that was embarrassing. my lit cher asked me to sanitise my hands so i did but guess what,, THEY STARTED BURNING SJHHKSJKHJSJSKJHSKHJSKJ,, and then she said smth like 'you can start reading when you are ready' and i was like IS THERE ALCOHOL IN THE HAND SANITISER MY HANDS ARE BURNING. and then she asked me to wipe my hands with tissue which i was quite displeased about like please at least let me wash my hands. and after the exam ended i sprinted to the toilet coz i had to pee and when i checked the time it was exactly 1100. 4 hours and 30 mins. thats how long i took to go insane. 

if i start giggling during parade or rlly anytime tomorrow this is the reason why.