4AM?????!!??a

omg please who read my posts at 12am+ bro GO SLEEP???? well ironic coming from me considering i am still awake at this time....well i'm going to blame it on my (loosely termed) "insomnia" i've been sleeping at 3am for the past 3 days which is unhealthy yeah but i just can't fall asleep 🤷🤷🤷🤷 

OH MY GOD i forgot to talk ab it but omggg on thurs right i fell asleep at like 3.30am++ i slept for like 2.5hrs BRO I CAME TO SCH AND IMMEIDIATELY JUST FELL ASLEEP ON THE TABLE i have literally never actually slept in sch fr before bc i usually just close my eyes for that little "shut-eye" you know!!!!! HRIAMFOALDPAKDMS LIKE I THINK I WAS NAPPING FOR 10 MINS AT LEAST then 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 my friend woke me up (bro you know that feeling when u wake up and suddenly it's like you're just sering bright lights and u think "omg i'm in heaven!!!" then u realise u were just out of it for a second BUT WAIT!!!! WHAT R U DOING and then the memeories come back to you and you're like "ah. life.") bc my ft wanted to talk to me AND DO U WNA KNOW WHY?!!!!?!!!!!! HE WANTED TO ASK AB MONITRESS STUFF?????? AS IF WE DON'T HAVE 2 OTHER MONITRESSES?????????????????? like ok??? i'm not the only one 😕😕😕😕😕 bro he started questioning me and literally every word he said was like a slap to my face to the point where i actually woke up from my daze by the end of it ☺️☺️☺️☺️ nevermind the fact that all my answers were either "huh?" or just me silently staring at him bc????? sorry I WAS JUST ABRUPTLY AWOKEN FROM A NAP IF U DIDN'T NOTICE 🦖🦖🦖🦖 

BRO OMG OK so i couldn't fall asleep on wed night/thurs morn bc i kept thinking ab NP AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA suddenly i had so many game ideas???? bro i was straight up like coming up with ideas left right and center, visually going through their rules and steps, changing them up a bit so it would be more accommodating and everything????? lowkey alr forgot some but that's okay ++++ i spent 3 whole hrs thinking about it....... if you're wondering "does this mean we'll be having gp?" you'll see, you'll see ☺️🤫🤫😉😉

anwuays yikes i had more to say but i cant rmb OH YA i went n checked out all the previous ma'ams' blogs (just the latest posts bc i wanted to see what life was like after POP)  GEIANODLSOELAODKALW it's kinda wild to think that by the time we graduate from uni (if we do go) we won't know anyone in this unit anymore 😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞 also crazyy how some ma'ams were in np since before the time i was even created NP IS SO OLD 

also man i cant wait for pop literally i cannot wait but to get to pop we need to get through myes ☹️☹️☹️🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺 

yep bye i feel kinda sleepy now i think im gg to wake up at 11am lol whoops 🙄🙄🙄