henceforth i'll be better

-what i say to myself everyday but continue blogging almost everyday (i think henceforth is such a fancy word)

anyways i feel like i just had a turning point in my life........i deleted youtube from my phone HAGSDGUAWGDIWA i literally only have one social media app on my phone now and it's whatsapp IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF do u wna know why i was prompted to make this change???? it's bc my screentime for today was like 6 hrs..........but it balances out with my studying time so it's not tooooooo bad GAGSHDBAJSHDIUW i'm still going to use youtube on my computer though bc i like to listen to playlists to count the number of hours i study for ITS LIKE MY TIMER bc actual timers make me anxious and i can never remember my starting studying time + even if i do rmb, idw do the math LOL (esp if i did math/physics before that..........GOD) you know at this point my only motivation to study is "there will always be someone who studies more than you" it's a bit unhealthy but it's true IM SORRY my friend studied for like 12 hrs in a single day a few days back like this is serving as a form of motivation to me bc maybe i can hit 12 hours too OK BUT i'm def not going to be crazy and study for 48 hrs straight that's just insane i rather sleep thank you very much (and yeah, to the person currently reading this, don't even try to attempt this nonsense please)

omg you know guys know how we have like 2 mye papers to do for chem right????? so my cher was like "ya i'll go thru next week"...............do u want to take a wild guess and guess how many chem lessons we have next week :DDDDD............HOW MANY................WE HAVE LITERALLY O N E (1) PERIOD LEFT BEFORE MYES START????????????????? no bc seriously how is she going to cover 2 papers that take like (given duration:) 2hrs 15mins each to complete in the span of 35 mins (bc let's be real - there is no way there won't be at least some form of disruption) edit: i was wrong ab the total duration lol excuse my inaccuracy u can clearly tell i haven't done my work

i miss parade 😞😞😞😞😞😞 today marks the 9th day of us not having parade 👎👎👎👎👎but 5 days to our first mye paper lol (HOW THE TURNS HAVE TABLED AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA) also i've been so busy i literally forgot ab the existence of wordle like i didn't do it for a week plus straight?????? but i rmb it yesterday/today (morning) and LET ME TELL U THE WORD OF THE DAY IS SO UAHDASUDHIADSA giving me major flashbacks to my studies EWEWWEWEWEEEW (the word was ox*de) also one time the word of the day was "squad" and i was like 😧😧😧😧

i wanna eat chicken wings rn OH MY GOD I FEEL HUNGRY like i think i'd give anything (well....maybe not anything but i'm willing to go far) if it meant that i could learn how to barbecue chicken wings the way i like them 😟😟😟 also i honestly cannot wait for myes to end bc the last 2 weeks of term 2 will be so B U S Y for us bc we have so many things to do HUIWEHDAHIDAHD (i'm literally shaking in my boots thinking ab them - which is funny bc most of the things we have to do requires us to be in our boots HUIHEIWUHEHWUKQ) IM SO EXCITED WOOOOOOOO then we can end the term with a BANG!!!!!! DHASHIDAWO i'm on a roll with these puns lol

also ploop hasn't blogged their daily tuesday post (this is so sad) PLOOP BABE IF U SEE THIS COME BACK LIKE IK U R SUPER BUSY (not with me </3) BUT I KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW