my first post (since sec 2?)

 what up gang its me :) the one whose names starts with s and ends with enna

DISCLAIMER: im a big anime/jpn media fan so you'll see me geek out about this :( im so sorry. i really try to be cool but im just a rotten anime-liker under it all. 

i've highlighted the main topic sentence of each section so it's easier to read

i do not know how blogs work but im feeling particularly bloggy(?) today?? so im going to talk about the things i love and today i have decided to talk about the one and only: kagami hayato (and a lot of other things because i cannot stay on track for my life. so this will be a word dump of all my interests and hobbies ig?)

UHJEDGFSHGVJZHGUYFWEDHJSV man... MAN... MANNHVSJABN

sorry

i cannot express in words how much i love kagami hayato. i'll probably never send a superchat bc i need the money more than he does </3 and mysta once said "dont send money to vtubers when u dont have the money to send" or smth like that so. my savings will stay as savings. BUT i have bought his voice packs LOLLOLOL help me pls it was a gift to myself after working part time and almost d wording thrice at my job <//3 

okay anyway. let's get back on track. why i love kagami hayato.

1. ikebo. his voice? 111111/10. nothing beats his voice. NOTHING (maybe except his whole aura)

2. deathbo. his shout?? 1111111/10. please scream into my ears sir 

3. he is basically an overgrown child. WHEN HE TALKS ABOUT CARD GAMES (yugioh, mtg, duema) AND HIS FUNKY LITTLE GUNPLA </3 i love him. he looks like such a serious intimidating guy but he is such a child. 

FUN FACT: i started watching gundam again/getting into gunpla because of him! rn im in love with 00 and 08th ms team because the plot is <3 recently i got the MG Gundam Deathscythe Hell AND... VIRTUE-NADLEH MG!!!!! OMGGGG im so excited to start building it but i hv no time </3 maybe after myes? also i have a soft spot for johann trinity (because his voice actor is one of my favs and by that i mean he voices 1 of my fav characters),  BUT his brother's gundam?? ZWEI?? IS SO COOL. ok back to other things

4. one time he spun beyblades during his asmr stream and i thought i was gna go deaf. but hearing him say "go shoot" made it worth it so maybe its okay (im sorry idk anyth abt beyblade)

5. he is so kind. respect women?? hell yeah. mans got so much respect. and he is just so nice to everyone too. he's done countless of amazing things for charities too. always tells people not to send him money :( 

OH ANOTHER FUN FACT: i downloaded a bunch of apps to pratice japanese because i hv jpn o levels AND jlpt n3 this year me thinks so... gotta start studying faster. and i met this rlly nice person named Hakuba and AHRGEHgrH. i think my japanese is utterly horrendous but im trying my best..! i can somewhat carry a conversation with native speakers but maybe they're js being nice to me. the only pros to learning japanese is that now i can watch things without subtitles and make rlly bad puns but that's about it.

6. everything. i cant keep listing things or this will get too long.

ok now i've kinda strayed from talks about kagami hayato. but im feeling very overshare-y today so you have to deal with this. im sorry.

on the topic of NIJISANJI, here's my likes:

oshi: kagami hayato

other members i like: ike eveland, leos vincent, mashiro, (i occasionally watch kenmochi but i dont follow his updates yk)

uhh lets see,, OH i love playing rhythm games.  i play bandori the most (sometimes psekai) and i dont play hypmic v often anymore BUT i still love rosho tsutsujimori and iruma jyuto sm

if you cant tell by now, i may have a thing for glasses?? i bought the whole megane collection after saving up money from working. idk im gna list every character ive liked (that i can think of on the spot) and you tell me.

- VYN RICHTER, rosho tsutsujimori, iruma jyuto, azul ashengrotto, trey clover (kinda eh?? not rlly but whatever), KAGAMI HAYATO, r**** (gotta censor this one bc hes gna get me cancelled. i would love to analyse his character and tell you all why this game is a horror instead of a romance but thats a talk for another day.), KEITO HASUMI, ibara saegusa (im not an enstarrie, i just think they're cute), iida tenya (im not a bnha fan, but u cannot deny that he is cute to an extent)

there's more people but i dont want to weird you guys out with their uh,, nature,, so moving on!

... which leads me to WANT to talk about a manga im obsessed with but i have gatekeeping tendencies so here's a disclaimer: you heard this from ME okay. I RECOMMENDED THIS TO YOU. /lh

- yandere kanojo (so cute. the girl's not actually a yandere, it's clickbait because the joke is that she's a yankee so like yan(kee) you know. yeah)

- boku to kimi no taisetsuna hanashi (i love this with my whole heart.)

- doukyuusei (no words. i just collapse)

AND NOW.. MY FAVOURITE MUSIC!!

TO PREFACE, i know close to 0 about music. i only play the guitar and piano and my theory is terrible (i also play some dizi and the tiniest droplet of guqin) so... take whatever i say with a grain of salt okay???

i like malice mizer a lot!! ik they've disbanded and there's lotsa icky things surrounding the disbandment but u cannot deny that their songs are so amazingly good absolutely chefs kiss. (i fail to NOT cry when i hear ma cherie)

im a big visual kei fan in general (i hv a whole playlist dedicated to different vkei bands) but im more a fan of gothic-y ochestra/symphonic metal than the traditionally heavy metal screamy kind. but i love both!!!!

i also like (and im really sorry for this one) some of lana del ray's songs. yes you can boo at me. i know. BUT SOME ARE GOOD OKAY?? i also like anything by KAGAMI HAYATO bc why wouldnt i? sighs.

i like rock but like who doesn't (i cant js say i like rock?? everyones gna be like "ya duh" and some people might think i mean dwayne johnson its about drive)

BUT ABOVE ALL ELSE... i love good classical music and old-timey types of songs. im a sucker for orchestral and piano pieces. my spotify has a pretty good gauge of all the stuff i like so yeah. if ur interested idk?? 

ABOUT MY PAST LIKES

i used to like mdzs/tgcf/svsss but that phase is long gone ,, i still hv residual merch from conventions that i went to but ill prob never give them away.

that being said, i really REALLY MISS CONVENTIONS. i used to make my own merch n trade there with so many cool people. if cons open up this nov/dec, i might cosplay lol. h im thinking ciel phantomhive but that might be too basic so,, idk . if i was >176cm i would cosplay kagami hayato but i am a sad 158cm. my friend wants to do matching barbara and xinyan cos but i dont know anything about genshin so ill hv to research. though before i quit genshin, i did plan to cos amber. 

WHAT ELSE??

i draw..! what i draw in journals is a far cry from what i actually do because THE JOURNALS ARE SO HARD TO DRAW ON JEGFDUSGVJH but anyway my set up is wacom intuos pro (med) with medibang paint bc i have no money for csp!

i also write fics..! i love writing a lot, absolutely adore it. it started since i was like primary 4? i uploaded my first fanfic to (you guessed it, wattpad) when i was about 10? and it blew up for some reason?? i was getting top #1 in the tags and it surpassed a hefty 50k views (which ik is not a lot but hey i was 10.) 

admittedly, it was so cringey that i want to shrivel up into a ball just thinking about it. and before you ask, it was for overwatch because i grew up playing fps games (im a loser sighs)!! my first was on a really old console at my grandma's hse, and my first REAL fps game was call of duty: black ops III. still has a place in my heart <3

WRAPPING UP

theres so much to say but this is already so, so long... i havent even gotten to my favourite anime/games yet but i guess it'll have to wait. thank you for reading this far if you have, i am in debt to you.

TL;DR i am a horrendous and despicable anime-watcher, video game-enjoyer, otome game-player, to-be-cosplayer, strange music-liker, and worst of all.. grandpa-sweater-wearer (or so my friend says)

good night!