over. -for real this time???!??? 😕😕😧😧😧😧

uodate 18/04:

hello im back gagahahaha my screen time is like 2 hrs lower than usual which is weird bc i studied for 2 hrs only so????? WHAT IS GOING ONNNNN anwyays what's up evryrbody i hope u r reading this at a decent time let's say 3pm and not 6am bc stay 6 ft away from me at all times if u wake up at 6am and have the energy to do smth other than look like 🧟🧟🧟 bc i fear you 

it was raining and thundering badly today which was a very nice feeling i got scared to shower tho bc i shower with cold water and water during a storm is even colder than usual like i like cold water but there's only so much cold i can take grrhrikelrm so i showered jn which was like half an hr to midnight lol oops now idk how to sleep 🤷🤷🤷 also i decided it would be a good idea to cut my fringe while showering so i cut them while my hair was wet and eveyrhting 😐😐😐 guys if u see me tmr and i look like 👹👹 that's NOT me ✌️☺️ DO NOT INTERACT 🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺 

i dont know whay else to say this is all i planned to talk ab 😕 but omg you know we most likely will have attire check tmr wgyehajd and i can wear pe HEHEHEHHEHEH this is why i cut my fringe i was planning to cut my hair short but im going to do that after myes BC WHAT IF I CUT MY HAIR AND I GET BAD LUCK AND I FAIL ALL MY EXAMS BRO that's what happened last time (in a way??) and not to be superstitious but what if.......🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔

yknow i haven't packed my sch bag yet and you may be wondering, mr willy bonkers, ur bag is always so light do u even bring anything??!!?? and the answer is yes, i do bring things 😉😉😉😉 ok but like i dont get how peoples bags can be like 5kg??? like i swear some of y'all r bringing literal rocks to sch everyday????? what do u even need to bring PLS don't u just need like one file and ur pencil case and maybe 1/2 textbooks...how heavy is that supposed to be 😭😭 

ok but saying mr willy bonkers is making me so embarrassed u will never hear me say this irl NEVER omg it's so embarrassing i feel like everyone knows who i am at this point 😕😕😕 it makes it even more embarrassing ok like NEVER SPEAK TO ME (ha not like u can HAHAHGAHAGAGAHHAAAHAHSHSHEGEYEHWHGEHEHSHSHS bc im running from all of u unless u happen to be my classmate which is unlikely but hey! it's a possibility 🤷🤷🤷)

praying i dont have any awkward interactions in the morning again like i swear walking past my classmates outside my class is the weirdest thing ever bc??? shld i be acknowledging their presence or shld i be ignoring them like what i normally do in class????? like i don't ignore them per say i simply do not interact with them i mean do u interact with ALL ur classmates 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄 

bro im RAMBLING i honestly cannot look back at this post anymore i think this is it ima not blog anymore bc bro we have 10 days to our first exam and i haven't studied at all for it IAOAKAWKOWKW like seriously i have been neglecting to do any english compres bc im like meh whatever im good and then my cher recently gave us back our marked assignment and i got 12/35 so ☺️☺️☺️ yep that's all bye bye everyone!!!!!!! good studying and stay healthy to everyboyd 😓😓😓😓😓

also a little p.s if u ever catch me ending off with "i love y'all 🥺🥺🥺" JUST KNOW IM BEING HELD AT G*N POINT 

update: 17/04 (technically it is still 16/04 but i think i'm gg to be busy tmr bc i have work to do HELPPPPPPPPPPP) 

anyways hello guys i am back wow idk who this "vivia" is but wow clearly this person is not as dedicated as me, bc ur one and only mr willy bonkers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! is clearly much more dedicated since i put the e in dedicated mmmmm WHAT CAN THIS "VIVIA" DO mmmmmmmmm 

ok lol i have no topic of conversation today except trip sci must be horrible (sorry) bc we cover sec 3 topics too for myes so...............it's not really fun :D for humanities, it's just this year topics so :DDDDDD LIKE I ALR HAVE MATH TO COVER FOR LAST YEAR TOPICS AND U THROW IN 3 SCIS (if u take trip sci?????????????????) bro i'd just throw away myself #savingearthonestepatatime

(i was gg to talk ab smth a bit triggering but then i figured i have so much more things to talk ab so why don't i just not talk ab them) 

i have nothing to sayyyyyyyyy AAAAAAAAAAAAa

anyways im dying over here trying to do coordinate geometry PLS why is it so hard i was gg to skip it bc i thought i was good then i was like maybe i shld try a bit and here i am 30 mins later stuck on the 3rd qns and dyingggggggggggggggggggg + procrastinting hahahjsdk

ok im spending way too much on this lol ok anways time to talk ab fictional characters bc they're all so <3333333 yes guys i'm back in my sec 1 phase i love kageyama tobio and sakusa kiyoomi so much hhehejejejejh jhejhjaedh i've been like rewatching haikyuu again bc it's the only available thing i can watch that isn't inappropriate (or at least nooooooot that inappropriate) HAVE U GUYS SEEN THEMMMM AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i think they rlly paved the way for other characters i like like IM NOT ELABORATING but one time i told my friend i liked aizawa shouta from bnha and she was like ............this dude..........really? 😭😭😭 YES RLLY HE IS SO CUHAHSAHDAUSID and the thing is my friend doesn't even watch anime HEJAKOPDAPLD 

ok im gg to bed now (look at me setting a good example) hope everyone has a good day ahead of them too also i dont know how to see the word count for this post but i bet it's reached like 1,000 words alr HEEEEEEHEEEEEEEEEEE goodbye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nvrmind it's like 0140 rn i was supposed to sleep an hour back but i got hungry GEIAKOELALDKSD 

omg i was on youtube jn and i chanced upon "still life" by bigbang (hope i got that title right) BRO IT'S ACTUALLY GOOD i love the vibes mmm

hmmmm let's give a song recommendation today bc why not!!! honey by solar is nice mmm it's weird bc i nvr listened to kpop much last year but suddenly ive been getting very into it these past few months yknow 

yep bye also can someone help me curb my blgogoign addiction 

update 16/04: it's literally 0007 as i type this i was dead on the bed like mere minutes ago and then i decided yeah let's shower so i did and now i feel more awakeish but im still super sleepy and my hair is wet so ima wait for a while for it to dry OK so my point is that i have time to blog rn yEAHHHJ TIEM FOR MY DAILY BLOG OF THE DAY EXCEPT I CRAM EVERYTHING IN ONE POST 😎😎😎😎😎

it's midnight now i feel a lot of random thoughts gagahahahah 

this isnt random i guess but i texted naika ealrier and i think i asked naika if i gave off youngest child vibes and she said no and i was like 😞😞😞☹️☹️☹️☹️ THSN YOU KNOW WHAT SHE SAID NEXT!!!!!! she said i gave off only child vibes LIKE THIS IS EVEN BETTER BRO 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 

(I DLEETED A WHOLE CHUNK OF WORDS BC IT GOT TOO DEEP SOREY GUYS)

have u ever wondered what's the appropriate response to the question "who is ur fav squadmate?" like.... obviously i have no favourites but how is one supposed to respond to this???? you say "ya xx and yy r my favourites" U WILL IMMEDIATELY GET PELTED u say "i don't have one" UR LAME u say "my whole squad <3" ur smart but lame and if u say "myself" UR CRINGE (i do the last one it is a personal attack however if you find urself relating to me congratulations u r cringe too!!!!!!!!) LIKE SERIOUSLY WHAT IS THE CORRECT ANSWER if u ever find a good answer, do let me know 😉😉😉 would love to hear ur response gagwhwhhwhwhehshshdgwhds (hint: the only correct answer is saying my name JUST KDIDING PLS) BUT IT'S KINDA FUNNY OK IM SORRY 

"what's ur favourite sock length" i think rachel and i came up (?) with this qns back in sec 1/2 lol anywyas im p sure i used to think high knee length socks were ew but now i think they r simply so cool i guess it's part of my urge to dress like an emo girl (i sure do look the part with my eye bags lol hshwhehehdghshsh and no i do not dress like this irl unfortunately for everyone) but also they're kinda hot which is a con so honestly ankle socks for the win bc they r the most comfortable 😀😀😀😀  

(bro im like rambling on at this point i deleted another 3 chunks bc i delved too deep GYSHAJAJAJAJAJ)

have u ever wonderedwhat it is like to apss out?? like seriously is just a faded to black screen the last thing u see?? it'd be interesting if you had an out of body experience during this time BUT ONCE U GO BACK IN UR BODY, U CANNOT RMB!!!!!!! 😠😠😠😠😠😠 like how would u go back into ur body do u need to fulfil a certain set of missions to do so??? ok whatever im rambling apparently passing out is scary bc you may hit ur head or smth and DIE but is it possible to will (willingly of course) urself to pass out??? that'd be so cool (maybe....or maybe not) what if ur passing out is triggered everytime u like did smth embarrassing bro id be passing out at least twice a day GWGAGHAHAHAHAHAHAA 

"passing out" funny i say that 🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫😉😉😉😉😉 ok good night evegeone eont forget to twke care of yourselves and rest well 🤛🤛🤛

also im convinced we only have 12 viewers and the times when we have more than 12 views for any post it's simply bc people keep rereading it bc THERE IS NO WAY 1/4 OF THE UNIT IS READING ALL THESE yes 1/4 wait no 9 is not 1/4 of the unit NVM BED TIME FOR ME this old folk is looking forward to their peaceful slumber mmmmm 🛌🛌🛌⚰️⚰️⚰️

woah wakt a min why did i blog so much HELPPP JWOWKWKEJSKJEWJHE

update 15/04: i need to do chem but le'ts procrastinate togther hhhhheeeeeeeeeheeeeeee okay also this might as become a diary entry but for everyone to see at this poiny

it's so weird when people simp over real life people they actually know like i'm not talking ab celebrities or ppl with influence bc u don't k no w them personally and neither do they know u personally so i think it's fine bc honestly unless u whip out smth highly inappropriate in front of them whihc they dud not ask for in which i think u need to get some help then again i simp over fictional characters so............maybe i should seek help too BUT U DONT UNDERSTAND it's so weird esp if the simping is not 2 way like one person is just simping and the other is like ".........??" LIKE IT FEELS LIKE UNWANTED ADVANCES in a way you know like it's similar to catcalling a stranger on a street except this stranger is ur mother ok maybe this isn't the best analogy i mean i am not the best analogist here anyways can u blame me LIKE DO U GET ITTTTTTT i once used the analogy that kdrama couples r like coastal waves mmmmm (geog kid alert baby) then you know how in some cliches (????) THEY R ALWAYS DANCING AROUND eEACH OTHER (like they alr KNOW they like each other but theyre like NO they dont like me back) ok im not gg to explain this anymore im so embarrassed im so glad i dont take lit 

also ploop is poop with an 'l' and i think that's so funny just like how pleep is pee with an 'l', ploop, my dear, u r so funny HASJDIAWOIDAWAD if i had to have a ending off name it'd be mr willy bonkers (help this is so funyn im so funny OASDAPSODAPD) also ploopy what if i lied and said that u promised to give me a little kissy wissy WOULD U 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘

update on 14/04: it's been 23 hours since i posted this and i alr feel like blogging again maybe it's a side effect of not texting anyone bc i don't feel like it lol i haven't even opened whatsapp since this early afternoon I HAVE SO MUCH RANDOM THOUGHTS

fun fact: i slept at 9pm yesterday and woke up 9am like i had a whole 12 hour worth of sleep yesterday?????? surprisingly (or not) i didn't need to take a nap but mannnnnnn i wish i can have this much of sleep everyday 🙏🙏 anyways i had a dream :OOOOOO omg ok for context, we had chinese on wed and then my cher said to one of my classmates "this is why u did quite good for ur oral" HASDAOISDJOA her saying this gave me major (UNWANTED) flashbacks to my own oral WITH HER (if i might add......bc she was my oral examiner sigh) i feel like her saying this made me dream of her saying to me "(name), you failed your oral and it's bc u didn't work hard enough" smth like this like bro i was full on sobbing  then in the same dream, i also dreamt of parade also like there was just this black screen which faded to parade settings you know ITS WEIRD AND THERE R A LOT OF GAPS BC I DONT RMB MUCH but i was crying (again) at the first level corridor GAGAHAHIAWNDIADO but the weird thing is that i rarely use that spot anymore???????? ........unless 🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️ i hope this doesn't become reality but what would i know.........well moving on,,, also is it weird that i have dreams in third person pov? OKAY BYE PLS i went to google "is it weird that i dream in third person pov" and THE RESULTS AKSJDOASDOASD PLS according to one website, it says this can happen bc:

1. u see urself as an equal

2, u feel removed frm ur life

3. u feel like u have no control

i'm just going to ignore these AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA if i deny. it is not real 😎😎😎😎😌😊😊😊 but yeah anyways i was thinking that i can remember names faaaaaaaairly well but i struggle so much to memorise faces maybe this is a side effect of always just recognising someone by their movements and posture rather than their actual face bc i have bad eyesight LOL i suddnely rmb face blindness is a thing which is a bit scary anyways i went to read an article someone who has face blindness wrote and the person was like "i celebrated my 40th birthday with 60 of my closest friends" 60?????????????????????????????? BRO WHAT is it possible to have 60 friends...................like genuinely???????????? i mean yeah they r 40 but??????? do they make like an average of 1.5 friends a year..........and somehow is able to keep their friendship alive for 40 years...............????????? im scared........omg anyways i did some test to test for face blindness and i got a 72% accuracy (that means i am 72% good at accurately recognisng faces) WOOOOOOOOOOOOO IM BETTER THAN I THOUGHT?????????????? then again the average score is 80% so im below avaergae 😞😞😞😞😞😞 (guys i put a joke somewhere here)

woooo we had our last parade!!!??!!! it's a bit wild to say this (considering the fact that i've been counting down) but yeah that's reality i guess 🥺🥺🥺

this will also be my last post for now (maybe) because i just don't feel like posting anymore esp when....💀💀💀 well fill in the blanks yourself 😆☺️☺️✌️✌️✌️

anwyays, i got into the car today and my mom was like "wow u look so tired" 🥰🥰🥰🥰 also she asked me ab my shoes and was like "i didn't think ur shoes were that bad but they are, wait, so how have you been running in them?" 😭😭😭 WITH MY WHOLE SOLE (SOUL) MOTHER DEAREST MY WHOLE SOUL 🤹🤹🤹🤹🤹 i swear they can't even be considered shoes anymore at this point they're simply a supporting base for my feet 👹👹👹👹👹

also im home so early today i've showered and eaten alr and it's not even 2000 yet 😎😎 pros of ending earlier???? 👨‍🌾👨‍🌾👨‍🌾

oh yes!!! to everyone who won smth at speech day, very cool of y'all 💪💪💪💪💪💪 assembly was so fun i spent the entire time trying to sit up as straight as i could bc my friend insisted on sitting up upright and i did not want to let hwr beat me 😠😠😠 there is no competition but i will make it so there was anwyays 🤫🤫🤫 fun fact: i won 🧘🧘🧘🧘🧘🧘🤺🤺🤺🤺

today was like a 2-in-1 you know mmmmmm ok well have a good rest everyone and happy mye season 😘😘😘🥺🥺😕😕😕 this feels like such a lackluster end to my post 🤛🤛🤛 

it's ok bc if i have anything else to say during my break, ima just update this post GWGHASGHAHAAH NOT THAT BORING NOW IS IT HEHEHEHHEEHEHEHEHEHEHHDEHE