sorry 😞😘

ello ever1 - this is such a disgusting way to begin my post i love it i feel like a #cringe #quirky person rn

i've been studying for 1h 30 mins straight lol i'm so tired pls anyways i'm going to blog to take a break bc if i use my phone u best bet i won't study anymore GHASDASJA and yes, i know i said i wasn't going to blog anymore but it has been eventful lately and i probably won't blog once we step down so might as well do it now (although doing it before myes is a bit questionable of me but life is questionable) 

did you know i eat on average 6 pieces of chocolate a day these days? this + my 3 hr daily average of sleep makes me think i am going to get sick lol take care of yourselves 😞😞😞 you know what's funny abt this?? i don't even like chocolates that much 😐 idk why i eat so much either but i think it's bc i like the way it melts in my mouth like y'know it's how i wanna be but can't be (i want to experience life as a blob of liquid i wonder what it feels like......is it just a constant state of moisture 😞😞 also will crying and peeing mean i am leaking literally)

omg also to just update u guys since i talked ab it so much: i passed oral WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY 

i was so dead today ok like i came to sch and immediately whipped out my polish to start polishing my boots (why? well......who knows?) and continued during recess (this was so sad my friends were eating and everything and i was just sitting there doing circular motions with my cloth on my boots) i forgot to eat lol and i had an early recess so i spent the entire day so hungry that it physically drained me GSDHAIDASJD the funny part is that i normally don't even eat so????????? idk why i was so hungry today omg (also uh perhaps this sounds like it isn't.........very healthy but just so you know i do eat all my meals i just don't normally eat in sch lol i hope everyone eats healthily too 👍👍👍) 

today's assembly was so fun hjsddshis handbell was so cool GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH actually now that i am sitting here thinking ab assembly i can't actually rmb what happened..........????? i just remember handbell being SO SO COOL ASHDASDJASJID my god they were so synchronised i am still so amazed bro my jaw was like dropped throughout the entire performance i couldn't even speak gahdasdiaid aND WHEN U HAVE HANDBELL FRIENDS ITS EVEN MORE OASLDKASOPJDASD BC I KNOW THESE PEOPLE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA oh ya i remember there was this segment where they invited like ex-cedarians right then one of them was my pri sch teacher lol like she was the one who talked ab mr tay ahsdjasdhajdh ok but like wHEN SHE WAS MY TEACHER SHE WAS PREGNANT??????!?!?!??! like bro i rmb her baby bump developing in size as the months went by and evenutally she took maternity leave and was gone for like half a year or smth idk but man to me back then she was simply The Pregnant Teacher it also reminds that i thought she got pregnant bc she simply Wished for it and TADAH baby.........but clearly not 😞😞 HA i also rmb leaving the hall early <33333 right then we collected the cedar 65 gifts and it was like one parcel of stuff so the other monitress took it and i was just there like 🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️and she passed me like the class list and told me to hold it so i "look like i am doing something" PLEASEEEEEEEEE 

omg also today i studied in the library for a bit and i was sitting at the one person study desks bc i was studying by myself hashdgjasdhsa and then someone sat next to me and i was like 🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️OK I DIDNT MEAN TO EAVESDROP but one of them was like "idw go flec bc ma'ams r there" AND I GOT SO SCARED bc ok there were girl guides and i assume......some ncc ppl and also me obviously so it only leaves us with red cross or our cca (BC I WASNT SURE IF THEY WERE yknow......bc i would have to turn my head to look at them) but by the process of elimination i finally decided that they were probably in red cross bc we usually stay in our classrooms to study anyways they were so funny omg bc from what i could hear (pls they spoke so loud) they came to the library to discuss chem together LIKE THEY RLLY CAME TO THE LIBRARY TO TALK TO EACH OTHER????????? like they chose literally the Worst Possible Location to have a conversation 

bleh i need to go now OH MY GOD I SPENT SO LONG HERE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA anyways, goodbye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!