DISCLAIMER: SPEAKING AB OPINIONS

 tdy was so weird (i agree its js 1737 now but still i have a lot to say) 

so like tdy im wearing all black bc i literally love it sm and like i love the vibe its js chill and nice looking no matter what ure wearing as long as its black,,, but the thing is my dad decided tdy is prayer day!!! actually he doesnt decide i think he fllw smth idk tbh ok so ya he was like PRAYER CANNOT WEAR BLACK!!!! and ii js stood there like 😧😧😧 bc it was so funny. the thing is im not a very praypray person like im not into all of that (idw to invalidate ppl who pray okay 👍👍👍 i respect your beliefs and stuff but its js smth i dont do)

THIS IS ALL MY OPNION DONT COME AGAINST ME ANYONE:

i feel like ppl invented religion and god and stuff so that ppl are morally good and yakno like dont do wrong stuff ig bc the whole role of god plays a role like a "punishment" if u do smth wrong,,, for me personally i feel like the need for something else to "scare" u into doing the right stuff isnt very idk appealing? like ig its js that one is being dependent when doing so? everyone should have their inner morals set by themselves and ukno actively check if ure following ur own principles and stuff

COUNTER POINT (also by me): but i guess people like need something to hold onto? like some people need some faith/belief/hope to go on in life and push them to like make sure they dont give up,,, like the whole "god" role gives people maybe hope that "someone" is watching over and will "protect" them which ig is rlly necessary for some ppl

CONCLUSION: religion and god are peoples' personal sentiments and it their own choice to believe in it or not 👍👍👍 but personally im not religious and id rather go by my own conscience PLEASE DONT HUNT ME DOWN ANYONE I RESPECT UR BELIEFS

oh phew well i finished talking about the controversial stuff that will get people to hate me but hey free speech right? also if anyone has anything to say ab this i would like to hear ur opinions as well

anyways part 2 of the blog:

I ENDED GYMMYYYYY HEHEHE tdy we had to do Scale the Wall or smth at the end of the lesson like basically they will put up a steeeeeep wall (not rock climbing its js a smooth wall) THEN MY TEACHERS LOVE TO LIKE JOKE AROUND W US AND STUFF so they were like OKKKK -my name- (heh i typed my name then i realise that my identity is unrevealed so embarrassing i almost exposed myself) GO FIRST!!! then the whole gym was like YAAAAAAAA then my coach went to take a BOW AND ARROW and he was like IF U DONT MAKE IT IM GONNA SHOOT U and i was like 😧😧😧 BUT THEN. i actually managed to sprint and go up the wall twice,,, and like these coaches love to fool around also right so one of them started pulling my leg from the bottom and the other one tried to push me off the top IT WAS SO FUNNY KHJSGDJSH but wheeeee i made it

okaaaay ill go do math now then come back to continue the blog

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hi tdy is sunday i didnt come back yesterday bc i was studying math and bio and the flow was good ig

now im super pissed at something but hey thats okay nono angry i will be smiley yes achieving greater positivity in life whew

i rlly forgot what i wanted to talk about eh yesterday i binge read lots of blogs and it was nice ig but now i ran out of blogs to read so everybody please blog soon (i know its myes time and its quite weird that im blogging now instead of during normal times but ig im rlly js guitaring or studying or blogging so its not too distracting either

also a random thought: martial arts and archery are really really :OOO kind of sports like :OOOO woaaaaaaah its rlly rlly cool they make me go woaaaaaaaaaah idk why im saying this but OH YA ok i typed a huge paragraph then realised its a bit violent? im not sure so since im not sure i wont speak about it,,, also ive been singing my cats to sleep a lot and now they love to sleep on the fretboard whih is funny and they love to bite the tuning pegs and make my guitar out of tune

im revealing to much info here i just hope nobody outside our squad reads this,, imagine some random p6 kid considering cedar then going mmm npcc blog let me read!!!! and walks in here to find out that someone is just talking ab religion and sports and guitar and really really irrelevant stuff,,, i feel bad like sometimes i wonder if ppl get the wrong idea from reading blogs and like i really really dont know if its okay to debate ab sensitive issues beliefs and stuff,,, idw to offend anyone im much sorry if u were offended by it,, it was just my thoughts ab the whole topic cause my dad is super religious so yeps if anyone wants i can js remove the chunk out of it yeah 👍👍👍

i agree with billy bonkers its q lonely to be blogging all alone 

this is becoming a very long post but idw to do bigbig chonky trigo proving its so hugeeeeeee

also ive been tryna read some stuff and i must say reading is okay and stuff its js that i cant binge read like so many ppl do,, and sometimes i get distracted while reading and js forget what i read about so i have to reread a page,, like watching movies is easier for me cause everything is js happening in front of you but then again i dont have very good seat commitment so if im watching a movie ill watch it in 20min chunks which is rlly frowned upon by so many ppl but i js lose my interest anyways ill end the blog here and go back to trigo,, i hope i can finish all my study plans for tdy so that i can be satisfied with myself and my productivity