history, huh?

 hello i think i love that line from red white and royal blue 

but honestly i js wanted to title it history bc im studying for history but ill talk about both ig,,,

red white and royal blue:

honestly i didnt like the book sm at the start? cause like i thought there wasnt gonna be any plot bc well the main characters were js fooling around doing stuff. and i was like ??? why do i have to read this? then after a while they stopped talking ab it and eventually there was development in the storyline and i loved how stupid and conflicted they were with themselves 👍 anyways bleh i wanna read it again like as a new reader or smth but not the whole book i wanna read the part where stuff goes haywire and theres twists and stuff bc man <//3 

HISTORY:

hi so i forgot what i was supposed to talk ab uhm OH YA HITLER IS SO BRAINCELL LACKING anyways i dont even understand korean war??? like man nothing was achieved nobody won nobody lost like thats so. im not evn interested in it and bleh its js tested for sbqs so,,, I RLLY RLLY HOPE THEY GIVE GERMANY DEFEAT REASONS FOR THE ESSAY BC THATS THE ONLY ONE I TRULY LOVE AND ENJOY AND ACTUALLY STUDIED PROPERLY,, a lot of ppl arent studying vietnam war so i wont either,,, ill focus on the lit exam instead hm

anyways im so hungry i forgot to eat dinner JSSHDJGSJ and idw to tell my dad bc hes gonna be like ???? why u nvr eat and then start grrring at me (he doesnt actually go grr i was js saying that he will scold me) eh ill js eat smth smol after i revise some more stuff

hm also its mothers day so HAPPY MOTHERS DAY NAIKAAAAAAAAAA (guys naika said im her favourite child + she kept track that this is the third year im wishing her in a row i have evidence if yall want ill show)

ALSO I WANNA READ MORE BLOOOOOOOOGS CAN SOMEONE PLEASE BLOOOOOOOOG 

ok ill go back to stooooody hehehehehhehehehehhehehehehehehehehe this weekend has been pretty good even tho i had a mini crisis yesterday i think i dealt with it well and im proud of that :] 

a little bit of humans appreciation: i think its beautiful how humans find comfort with each other even if they fight a lot or dont rlly agree on certain things. they can really just come together and communicate their thoughts and kind of make each other feel significant even tho we are all js smol things on a big rock in an even bigger void. humans are also super cute for taking in other animals as their little kids and protecting them with all their life. i also think humans are really social creatures no matter how much they hate others which is rlly beautiful to bc they can be all mean and act like grinch but then at some point they are interdependent w other people and creatures and sometimes even rely very much on one another hehe okay im done 

its so funny that im saying all this bc im alw like boo people are terrible but doing history made me think a lot ab ppl interacting w one another making terrible decisions regretting stuff and still doing it all over again,, like i dont understand it but i rlly rlly want to

okay byebye little ones i am such a gentle creature on this fine sunday evening