hoot hoot

 the title looks like smth billy bonkers would say but hm anyways

hello buckets i saw ur alec benjamin suggestion and the first thing tha came u when i searched him is "let me down slowly" so ill be learning that,,, also ive listened to the billy bonkers suggestions as well so yups

tdy was so weird gosh three papers anyways thats over and got many hugs from billy bonkers, buckets, nylon, saw the hello kitty post person much and pat ananya's head a lot so YAY 

can i just say emotions are so funny like i have no idea what im feeling its js a little funny like if i read ab me as a character in a book id label the character as dumb and stupid

tdy someone told me that they saw smth that said "vedha constructions" lol

this is so funny to me but if i were vedha man i would be going 😡😡😡??? rn but hey im not vedha

anyways i have a bit of red white and royal blue left right so i went to read but within 20 min my mom interrupted me and asked me to do smth so ig it will have to wait

tdy i feel like the papers really took pity on us or smth (not saying that i did well i know im still gonna do terribly its js that maybe the sch does have a tiny amount of pity left for us) "poor girls" heh

also billy bonkers told me its too obvious who i am but no??? its js cause u know me too well billy O 3 O anyways i suddenly feel so relieved from myes even tho i still have history and lit p2 and chem p1 left but like gosh math and bio were really my biggest headaches 

ppl keep saying ploop sounds like poop i am much saddened by this fact so i will be looking for other names such as bloop or honk or quack or zoink (there was a phase where i used to say it a lot irl super embarrassing but we shall embrace our past and accept our future) but then again the originality lies in ploop,, or even "heh" from like smallme but thats okay

ill return later my dad is calling

hi this is the next day i woke up at 5.30 and tried to go back to sleep for some time and it didnt work so i looked at memes and then i went to complete red white and royal blue and YAY HAPPY ENDING,, ofc i love all the sad stuff but happy ending stories are really <33333 i love them hehe but like if theres a tragic ending where ppl dont end up tgt or ukno forever have an impact by wtv happens in the story im all in for it but like my little heart cant take the pain but i love those stories too

its currently 0858 on a saturday morning and i have only listed out my plan for the weekend, looked at memes and read,,, but like honestly thats my ideal saturday morning (except the wake up at 5.30 part bc what even??? why was i so refreshed and full of energy or smth???) 

i think ill start on the next book in my list after myes bc this weekend is gonna be pretty busy w me finally understanding this year's history content and studying for kindred (i dont like the book very much its very idk theres nth that makes u interested and wanna analyse deeper in it,, i preferred off centre like u didnt even have to memo it bc all the lines js stuck in ur head bc of how much we analysed it and i liked it very much),, i also have to catch up some tuition stuff bc last sunday was a ph and my math tuition said ok go watch recording of the lessons!!! and oh well other than that i have tuition on sunday again and hm gymnastics later tdy,,, so tdy ill try my best to finish history content and then some other stuff ill js list on my board in a while yups today is a good day and it will continue being a good day. man i realy really dont want my mood ruined or smth heh,,, yesterday night? or was it tdy morning idk but i came across smth that would have kinda made me upset a little bit if it was the usual me but surprisingly it didnt??? thankyou god for giving me emotional stability (god is naika, naika is god)

okay also ive come to the conclusion that i will cut my hair ploop okay byeeeeeeeee