i dont know how yall are mentally sane

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 its okay yall arent (can ignore the next two paragraphs theyre a bit ranty)

man i hate thinking so much like im not even joking thinking gives me the worst possible thoughts and i cant even sit in silence without thinking ab bad stuff i hate it sm 👍 i really js wanna go back to the second half of last year when everything was just so perfect and nice bleh,,, i was really right in term 1 when i was like this term wasnt the best but what if this is the best term of the year 😟😟😟 anyways it would be amazing if yall listed what yall do in ur free time/not study time so i can js steal some of it and not waste my time scrolling thru instagram with much terrible thoughts 

man i am so scared for june bc june means free time and it means if i get bored of smth i do for fun, im gonna be free. that means im gonna have bad thoughts. ohwell ill js hope that my mood achieves stability by then (like last year i suddenly started becoming more stable from june onwards)

ANYWAYS WEEWOO history was utter trash but like its over ig 👍👍👍 i wanna be invested in something like idk people are very into diff kinds of stuff and i wanna be invested in stuff but like for me i alw get over my interests in like a few weeks at most so i need stuff to be invested in,, if yall have suggestions do lmk 👍👍👍

sigh i stopped my lit revision halfway bc gosh its so boring tbh i dont like the text this year (novels arent nice for lit texts me thinks bc theyre so straightforward ab stuff and kindred has so many themes squished up tgt,, plays are better to analyse theyre so mm nice)

also my phone suggested a pic we all took tgt after Parade one day and i was like :( bc man i want Parades :((( i like how bfr myes we were all like man give me a break. but now mye makes me realise that even tho sm work goes behind it making it a lil bit stressy, Parades are really a necessity for my survival idk how to survive after pop tbh (im not exaggerating okay i really really like need to see yall everyday like how we did bfr myes)

okay ig ill go and do lit but ill js post this for now

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