i took a break from lit

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yeah im so tired please please get me at least 4 a's this term so i dont have to deal with the crippling failure that is my physics grade ... sigh ... anyways im watching streams again by streams i mean streams i currently have 2 streams playing at the same time but im kind of only watching one bc the other is playing resident evil and i have no horror tolerance so i will watch apex gameplay instead thumbs up lmaooo the chats just going 帅帅帅 which is basically just handsome handsome handsome idk ihukjfnvieudjgv im just rambling at this point i have no clue what to do with my life? like what does one do when theyre not outstanding in any way nor have any talent ... ?? also the elections in philippines r going on rn and its not looking good, some actor with a criminal record is in the lead + the bbm dude which according to my friends mean that this is extremely bad. i dont understand politics is there no law stopping people with ongoing criminal proceedings from running for president?? the next few paras are very sad and not good u shld probably stop reading here okay

also i had a very bad dream 2 days ago : ( 3 disastrous life events happened in that dream and im ... !!! if anyone d!es in the next month i will probably be unable to emotionally recover esp if its my grandma i literally havent seen her in two years i miss her sm. i think it would destroy me to not be able to at least say goodbye to her, but in the way that i'd miss the idea of her being there, but not actually her bc like its complicated. i dont even know why im thinking of this now? at least my mum and i both agree that sadness wouldn't be the thing we feel when either of the old people go bc they are not very good human beings yknow ? maybe thats enough talking yeah im just in a sad sad mood sorry for a not very fun blog post goodbye!!

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