pooped? popped.

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 i would like to say i literally held my tears in yesterday KJHSHD like i knew i was ab to cry so i forced myself not to bc i was scared that i would be the only one and i thought it would be awkward for juniors to see me cry so like yaaaa in the end so many ppl cried??? but its ok i learnt from this that im super good at holding in my emotions weewoo 

anyways it feels so empty rn i look at everything and i miss yall alr (we are still meeting every morning right) pop came by so fast and like i get memories of y1 and y2 then suddenly boom we arent part of the unit anymore??? much sadness

almost cried during march past and the pledge was so <//3 then bersurai was like extra heartbreaking bc its like the last official drill we did??? man. 

also i was shaking sm during the final rehearsal bc i was so scared that i will mess up and my voice kept cracking and feeling choked for some reason but whew everyone did great and everything went fine HEHEHEHEHEHEH 

i love yall ok (i actually do im not saying im not saying it for the sake of the blog or wtv i actually treasure yall sm)

im still going to be stupid and raid the corridors with yall and rot together in a circle every morning

i still havent accepted that pop is over,,, i keep thinking "mm what to plan for wednesday parade? need to submit pps!" then telling myself there isnt anymore parades sigh

ohwell its okay

just realised i have to remove cedar np from my bio,,, WELL BOO IM NOT DOING IT IM NOT READY TO REMOVE IT YET

byebye

- your dearest ploop

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