yay happy ploop + song recs for guitar pls

ploop is very happy to see so many new posts HEHEHE also shaaaaaay URE BLOGGING TOOOOO HEHEHE i wonder if nylon wants to blog,,, tdy i woke up so early for no reason so i studied a bit but gosh i beg for a proper sleep cycle without weird dreams or random waking up,, i love talking in third person, hence, the first sentence. but rachel slaps me everytime i speak in tthird person >:<<<< its okay i love rachel 

i dont actually have anything to talk abou im js generally very scared for chem bio and math mainly and then lit+history??? honestly theyre easy to pass and stuff bc whatever u say just needs a ton of reasoning and like it doesnt matter if it doesnt make sense (just pretend u understand everything and the words will come out well and eventually u will actually understand) the difficulty for lit is getting the A for the overall subj (not the whole year,, the different components) and for history i js dont like memorising stuff so essay i actually have to go and memo ck,, but history its hard to get a good A gosh what am i even rambling about oh yeah yesterday i was talking to myself ab the bio content right but i wasnt even holding my notes like my parents gathered us for lunch and i just started talking about homeostasis then suddenly jumped to nervous system and repro like??? but it gave me teeny bit of confidence bc i was talking the right stuff,,, but god i am so scared for bio because i rmb my year3 wa2 that gave me a reality check and ever since then im js extra scared for bio

omg i js saw a meme ab people complaining ab those manual cars JDHJHD AND  SUDDENLY RMB THE TIME ok i deleted the chunk of para i typed in case i get thrown in jail or smth

okaaaay breaktime (from blog) ill go do math then bio and see if i wanna blog again,, if not ill do lit and try to wrap my head around stupid molgen and cell divison (they say cell division like its js a simple lil thing but i cant understand meiosis for my life,, i must say i didnt put in effort into understanding it yet bc it wasnt tested for wa1 but like its js so messy and tiny how to even gyah okay ill go)

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3rd may

hi wow i realise i nvr actually continue the blog when i alw say i wanna,, but anyways ill continue this from yesterday

anyways i have teeny bit of a dilemma,,, should i cut my hair or nah? like currently its been growing and even th i didnt like it very much at first im slowly starting to like the semi fem look of it but like its hard to keep it neat and idk like even cause the front is longer than the back for me. but the thing is when i cut it, idw to cut it superrrrr short like i used to last time bc that will leave me in an awk mushroom phase (type 1) for a few months in between the growth (it is okay if i put effort into it but i dont rlly do the whole comb hair tie it blow dry or whatever that ppl do,, HEY DONT BE LIKE ME GO COMB UR HAIR AND TAKE CARE OF URSELVES OKAY) and smth worse than the mushroom is when the front grows first bc the back is almost like a level 2,, then my mom will go boooo ur hair keep going everywhereeeeee then yups,, last year she made me cut just the front bc of it and god i looked like a mushroom (type 2) for 2 months so i pruposely alw put water on my head to make it less mushroom but then after that it started growing properly and it was okay. so ukno im js gonna skip the whole coconut and mushroom head phase by not cutting it THAT short (also cause my mom absolutely hates it but she says i look like a little school boy in it)

so heres the confusion:

1. cut back to not touching collar but not the shortest (but after myes)

2. continue growing then leave it for future me to decide

to whoever that might be reading this, you may just ignore this whole thing i js feeling like rambling on here eventually leaves me with a solution its kind of like an inner monologue yups 

anyways, i might spin a wheel or just after myes see how i feel that day 

oh yes and the issue with cutting hair is that it leaves very tiny grass-like hair at the sides or at the back which are so troublesome to tuck inside the hairnet i have a lil story for this,,

 So In Year Two, young me who was Very Braincell-Lacking, shaved of their lil sideburns bc it alw didnt go inside the hairnet (cause of short grass-like hairs) and god why was i so happy that it looked neat,, BC WHEN IM OUTSIDE PARADE IT LOOKED VERY RECTANGULARLY TRIMMED sigh yes u can laugh i was just a small kid with little understanding,,, 

anyways yups i have no idea what im doing i was studying molgen and i understand it sm better than wtv was taught in class and i dont hate it anymore (maybe js the translation and transcription are not very likeable) also cytokinesis looks so ugly 

hm what else do i wanna talk about this is becoming very long but i like this,, this is gonna be my little break bfr i go and study for lit but like how does one even study for paper 1??? bleh ill just try not to do super badly,, the hting with unseen is its nice to analyse the poems if they are a nice topic and not about some industrialisation or losing land or idk some really no-emotion-but-they-pretend-got-emotion type of poems but time management is rlly big issue cause theres two poems and 1h40min if im not wrong and i am very slow. anyways

last time i talked ab a promise to someone ab some coffee recipe right,, the thing is idk how to randomly tell them ab it without sounding really weird like it was so long ago,, like idw the person's ego to boost like OH PPL RMB CONVERSATIONS WITH ME bc i just tend to rmb the most random stuff yea

also i need to change my guitar strings but since i very impulsively quit guitar in year 2 ??? yea year 2 end, idh a teacher to help me with it or an organisation that gives me STUDENT DISCOUNT bleh i realised year 2 me was very weird i am so glad i have changed (hopefully) bc i did a lot of stuff without thinking much 

yuck ive spilt too much information ab my personal life here 

i wish u can restrict segments of the blog like only ppl with the metis gmail can see or smth 

ohman im regretting everything i have said in this blog but idh the heart to delete it bc i js spent so long typing all of this out 

im still contemplating publishing this